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lisaj7768 
7:31am, May 5, 2009
So I personally have totally horrible body image! Not that I have a nice body or anything but sometimes I just get in a funk and I start picking myself apart. I always think people can see that new wrinkle or my mustache (when it's close to wax time). Not a single hair can be out of place. I haven't had my nails done in like a month and they look like sh**! But I think my main problem is my weight. Since I gained all this weight, none of my clothes fit! My pants are too tight and my shirts are too small and when I put them on, you can see every roll, lump and bump! Also, my stomach has got so big, that it sticks out. I never thought I'd get to the point where my stomach stuck out further than my boobs! But here we are. I guess I'm just frustrated because I did pretty good with my food last week...ok, I slipped a couple times, but I ate like 1/2 of what I usually do and I still didn't lose any weight! I'm still 102kg! I don't know what happened? What am I doing wrong? I just want my clothes to fit! I can't afford to go buy new ones! The only thing that fits me is that skirt Jessica gave me...elastic waist. Any way, that's about it for now! ps-I didn't go to my meeting tonite! It's abvious I need to go more often!
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*hugs* You have to give yourself and your body time to get into your new routines! :) The healthy you is inside all those rolls, lumps and bumps, just waiting patiently to emerge! Don't make your body the enemy here, your body is a fantastic creation :) You WILL lose weight, and you will fir your clothes again. I have a whole drawer full of clothes-to-fit-one-day, lol :) Just take it one week at a time, focus on getting strong and healthy, and the weight will start taking care of itself :) Go Team Go, you can do it!
AnneSophie86