Urm..
July 26, 2009 6:02am
I sent him an email telling him everything I've wanted to say to him since the day I could remember him not being around. He probably wont talk …
Goal Completed on Oct 30, 09
Damitastar
5:44pm, October 30, 2009
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About Me
Damitastar
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About Me
Hi my name is Damita and I am manic and suffer from panic disorder. Until recently, my life was just one day at a time. I had no goals and I was happy to just throw my life to the wind. But throuhg my own experiances I have found my life calling. I want to be an addictions counsler. I want to help people like my Mother, Father, Cousins, Brother, Sisters, Aunts, Uncles and friends get clean when the despratly want to, but lack the ability to get clean. So I guess yesterday, I was just Damita. Just that stupid girl throwing her life away in school wasting time. And today...I have a purpose. I may not be around here alot, but if you EVER need to talk. To feel supported I am here.
Hi my name is Damita and I am manic and suffer from panic disorder. Until recently, my life was just one day at a time. I had no goals and I was happy to just throw my life to the wind. But throuhg my own experiances I have found my life calling. I want to be an addictions counsler. I want to help people like my Mother, Father, Cousins, Brother, Sisters, Aunts, Uncles and friends get clean when the despratly want to, but lack the ability to get clean. So I guess yesterday, I was just Damita. Just
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Music, books, sleeping, being happy which is often. My friends and not dealing with people who dont want to deal with me.
Music, books, sleeping, being happy which is often. My friends and not dealing with people who dont want
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Journal Entry for September 24, 2008
September 24, 2008 10:28pm
Well....let me think...ah. Well I feel the need to explain now why I joind that one support group. So …
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Hugbook
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Thank You My Friend it's been a Long Time How are You doing Good I Hope if Your going to be around let me Know ok. Have a Great Super Day to A Super Friend. Dan
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Ray of Sunshine
Just stopping in to say Hello have a Great day
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Moment of Peace
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Ray of Sunshine
Good Morning thanks for Your Message You are so right about Friends and I do have some real good friends here. and I have made some good one's here to the one thing I found out fast when I stop using was the people that I called friends then boy was I wrong I miss 1 or 2 of them and if they got themselfs clean and sober for a year or so I might try to form some type of friendship but I know that I would have to be real careful by doing that so I don't fall back into my old ways. I had to walk away from my GF when I stop using she told me stright out she would not stop that she loved it two much and she is two years older then me. I Still Miss Her but know in my Heart I can't go back it's so sad what drugs do to people.
Anyway I did come here to just wish You a nice Day and send You a Big Hug I'm so Glad we became friends it's nice to be able to talk to someone about these things. Have a Great Day My Friend Take Care Dan -
Ray of Sunshine
By the way I don't know if I have a Panic disorder but I think I do and I think it's from all the drugs I have used. it didn't start until I got older and it happens most of the time at night when I'm trying to get to sleep and lay there thinking of all the what if's in Life and if I keep thinking I start to panic. The one thing that sets me off is when I think will I always be alone and that scares me I don't want to grow old all alone. I don't know is that what panic attacks are like. Take Care My Friend I'm Proud of You . Dan
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Meth Addiction & Recovery
Um, I’m not an addict I‘m just here to support those of you in recovery and to lend a friendly hand in getting better.
Close Depression
Um..hi?
Treatments
- Prozac Too Soon to Tell
- The fist day I took it I like..passed out and slept all day. I don't like sleeping that much.
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- I couldn't stay on it anymore. I needed to function.
- Writing Working / Worked
Open Panic Attacks
I'm here because I have Panic Disorder and suffer panic attacks more often then I am ready to admit.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Its a little better since I started.
- Atarax Working / Worked
- Puts me to sleeeep haha.
