Journal

We are very excited even though we are very early in the stage..I wasnt feeling well at all yesterday after already knowing i was pregnant..turns out i have hypertension, dehyrdration and UTI..After being so sick for 4 days i couldnt take it anymore. MY body was shaking for hours, the worst feeling ever..So after 4 hours at the ER and every kid with the swine flu in there..they put an IV in me and gave me medication so i could stop throwing up and getting sick.At around 12 pm they finally did an ultrasound and this time we finally saw something..it was crazy..It was the most amazing thing i have ever seen..this time the sack wasnt empty and it did have a heart beat..They said i'm only 6 1/2 weeks so it's too small to see much or hear the heartbeat..still it was amazing..We just pray this one is a keeper..

I just found out yesterday that i'm pregnant and both me and my husband have lots of mixed emotions because of our past miscarriage..I am hoping this one is a keeper, i'm keeping positive and trying very hard not to change my life yet not strain myself either to lose the baby..it's just hard for me to stop doing the normal lifting and 45 minutes excersing..i hope everything is okay with this baby. I'm only 4 weeks and didnt really know that i was other then dizzy spells which i kept thinking were in my head..We hope this sack with my first ultrasound this time is not empty...we are praying everythign is okay...

I thought i was pregnant but i'm now i'm not so sure..i was feeling dizzy and my stomach still has cramps but now i'm startingto question maybe it's in my head..i hope my period doesnt come..It isnt in my hands right now..i still have another week to try and take a test..it seems painful right now to be patient..