Journal Entry for January 8, 2009
January 8, 2009 7:15pm
Progress
5 %
Current Weight (Lbs)
175
onceisenough11 
9:12pm, January 12, 2009
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About Me
onceisenough11
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About Me
I always had a pretty nice life. My parents were high school sweethearts who stayed married for 25 years. I had a stable, nice family, was always told I was kind and pretty and was basically happy. Then in 2002, my father died. My nice, comfortable life was over and my mom was never the same. My mom died on September 20, 2008, shattering life as I knew it. I will never be the same happy stable person again...
I always had a pretty nice life. My parents were high school sweethearts who stayed married for 25 years. I had a stable, nice family, was always told I was kind and pretty and was basically happy. Then in 2002, my father died. My nice, comfortable life was over and my mom was never the same. My mom died on September 20, 2008, shattering life as I knew it. I will never be the same happy stable person again...
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Interests
reading, writing, music, children, trying to exercise and eat well :)
reading, writing, music, children, trying to exercise and eat well :)
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Music
January 8, 2009 4:39am
I found a bunch of songs on the computer...mostly downloaded by my mom. One of her oldies "Just Ask the Lonely" keeps running …
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Journal Entry for January 7, 2009
January 7, 2009 11:38pm
Today was a horrible day. My boyfriend of 3 years told me today that I call him too much and he "needs to sleep." It is amazing …
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Hugbook
Celebration
have a wonderful day, love bluebird
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I'm sorry you suffer from depression. I too am afflicted with this terrible ailment. Hoping to find comfort here & give/recieve support~GOD BLESS
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Sonetimes I get on that POOR ME. thing.I hate it when I get that way! I have lost alot and in a horrible ways. I still have a life. It is very diffrent, and I will never be the same as I used to be, but I am going to try hard to enjoy my husband how is a very special and loving man, and my gran kids. They are all healthey and great kids. They have always been a light in the darkness for me. My husband too, I was in a very dark place, but I saw light. It was James (my husband) and all my grandchilren. They need me. I am still living day to day.I am just going to do the best I can, that may not be much some days, but it just has to be enough. The people that know and love me, understand enough to put up with and help me throung the bad dayss and to rejoice when I have a good day. I am blessed in many ways. I try to focus on the blessings.Love Peggy
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sending youlots of HUGS for the new year. Cindy
Ray of Sunshine
just a little sunshine coming your way. to see how you are doing today?
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentTreatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- Keeping Busy Not Working
- Music Not Working
- It makes me so depressed.
- Pets Too Soon to Tell
- Poetry Somewhat Helpful
- Reading Working / Worked
- Remembering Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Time Not Working
Close Diets & Weight Maintenance
I always weighed 125-135 which was fine for me and good for my height. However, since the death of both parents and the birth of my son, I am up to 175. I hate it.
Treatments
- Alli Working / Worked
- Curves Considering
- Dancing Working / Worked
- One of the few things I actually have fun with but I still am body conscious.
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- It works when I do it but for me it is so HARD to do it!! LOL
- Eat Less Working / Worked
- This works to but it hard for me to stick to.
- Hoodia Not Working
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- I like to run and walk but where I live it is not so wise for a female to walk alone and right now it is just too COLD!!
- Slim-Fast Working / Worked
- I am trying to drink one for breakfast and lunch....this is my go-to when I diet.
- Xenical Working / Worked
Open Shopping Addiction
I am addicted to shopping..I will go on Ebay and blow my bill money. I have been known to actively seek out the most expensive things and to go without necessities in favor of my luxuries. My boyfriend and I fight and I still don't change.
Treatments
- Talking Not Working
Open Loneliness
onceisenough11 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Depression
Treatments
- Elavil Somewhat Helpful
- Paxil Not Working
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- When I had family.
- Trazodone Somewhat Helpful
- Writing Working / Worked
