TrudyHarper's Journal

Well today I'm going up to see my grandfather and it terrifies me to see how much more he is wasting away. But I want him know that I'm there. I haven't spoken to any of my uncle or aunts since they told me no that I couldn't bring him home. I don't know how I should feel. (mad,upset,ect.)

 My son is almost done with summer school and I think it was the best thing for him. Even though it has been frustrating to leave work to go pick him up. But as long as he passing to go foward I don't care. My boss is very understanding. I have done alot for him.

My daughter is doing well. She starts school in September and that terrifies me. I think she is going to give me a hard time about going. She is like glued to me. It's going to be hard on us both.

 I have written my sister in law and that is working out better. But what ever my mother did to her she os not going to let her guard down at all. I know she has said that she has said some things but she won't tell me what they are. I'm not going to push it. But now I put myself in a spot to where we are having cook outs and my mother is always at my house so do I still invitte them? I don't know. I told her that she will have to get the courage up and one day go to my mothers house with no one there and have it out with her. That is the only way that things are going to work out. But she even gives up on that. I don't know why.

Well I'll be busy for the weekend so I'll return on Monday. Hopefully things will get better.