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richsruby 
3:03pm, October 18, 2008
Ok, so late yesterday afternoon, my doctors office called to say that she wanted me to come in and discuss my biopsy results today. I called a friend who recently had pollups removed by the same doctor and asked her if she had to go in to get the results (they were benign) and she said no, they just left the message on her machine. So now I think the worst and probably for good reason. I have never had to go in and get results. I didnt sleep well last night and my two youngest both have colds, so it is going to be a really rough day. There are so many things going through my minds right now. "why doesnt sloan take my insurance?" "what stage is my cancer?" how will I take care of my children? what will i tell the older ones? and so many more, my mind is just racing.
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I am so sorry you have to go thru this. I also was diagnosed with cervical cancer at the age of 33. These are all hard questions to ask yourself, but it is very normal. My sons were 12 and almost 8 at the time. I chose not to tell them what was going on as I didn't have to have chemo. My older son who is now 14 knows, but the younger one doesn't. Please don't panic. Wait to hear your results and find out what type of treatment you may need. i know that it is a hard road, but you will be ok. We will be there for you. If you need anything or just need to talk, please feel free to message me.
jhorn
Thank you so much. I appreciate your words more than i can say. Now its a waiting game, and I honestly think that is the worst part!
richsruby