Journal

got my swine flue vaccination done at work on thursday morning, the injection its selfe was fine but my arm  is still sore, and hot round the site, ive heard other people say the same my husband had his done on monday and he is also still sore and the site is swollen.

iwent out on thursday evening and bought a dress for my work christmass night out, it is quite low cut (not my usual at all) but i figure i may as well wear things like that while i still can i am noticing more lumps all the time. the dress is turquoise, biase cut, pretty and floaty.

Laura and i are now on the big count down for the taylor swift concert, im nervous and excited at the same time, ive never been to london and im sure we will end up getting lost or somthing, ive been trying ti check out tube routes on the internet so ill at least have half an idea where we are going.

will let you all know how it goes.

today a tv ad for letters to santa brought back a memory so painfull that even after all these years it made me cry.

When i was about six we were  writing letters to santa at school, i finished mine and handed it to the teacher, she looked at it and told me that my witing was so bad that she wasnt going to send it, i just remember going back to my seat after that ,

but to day i experienced this overwhelming feeling of anger and sadness, how could that woman say and do something like that to a child?  i wanted to go and tear her head off ,tell her how cruel she was, make her feel what i felt that day.