ckjeide's Journal

Well my weight loss continues to be too slow for any kind of joy. This month has been rough. I have only lost 4 pounds this whole month. Today I weigh 254.2, however tomarrow I will probably be 255 again cuz my weight has been doing that. I lost 1 pound this week. I am frustrated. My mother said the other day I look thinner and thinner everyday but I am not losing so .....maybe I am losing inches. I so wanted to hit 100 pounds at 6 months but that means I have to lose 7 pounds in the next 13 days and the way things have been going it ain't gonna happen.

I tell myself if I don't lose 100 at 6 months it will be o.k that I will get there but I read about all these other people out there who lose 120 pounds 140 by 6 months and it upsets me.I don't think they had more to lose then me, I had 175 pounds to lose. I am just very discouraged at this point. I believe I am not eating  to much though so the only choice I have is to continue on and pray that god helps me achieve my ultimate goal. Please lord give me strength and comfort me in this trying time.