Journal

I had a brief backslide this week. I though maybe it was halloween candy but then realized I had began taking a pill again that caused weight gain. I got back up to 200.8. I was so upset. I did not write my journal entry Monday because I did not want to put down 200 pounds again. Monday I stopped taking the pill and today I am 197.8. Which is pretty close to what I was before the momentary weight gain. I am very serious I do not want to ever be 200 again. I could live the rest of my life HAPPY at even 199 but 200 is off limits. I worked too hard to get here. This weeks stats.

Starting weight:347

current weight:197

weight loss so far : 150 !!!!!!

goal weight: 180

Chart weight: 175

pounds to goal: 17

pounds to chart: 22

percentage of weight loss: 86%

b.m.i day of surgery: 49.8

b.m.i. today: 28.3

Boy 59 weeks,it's crazy I keep writing it like that but I can't figure out a way to transistion away from it. Anyway this week was good busy of course so much to do. I am starting to look forward to the end of the semester and I am pretty sure I will make crimson scholar and hoping to make deans list. I am pretty sure I have all A's. I don't want to jinxs myself though......lol. So this week we had a major temptation.....Halloween and Halloween CANDY!!!! I am not going to lie I did NOT resist temptation. I wish I was one of those that got violently ill from sugar, it would be so much easier to resist if that were the case. Alas I am not so I have to struggle with temptation. Although I did give in I actually managed to lose this week again. Today I weighed 198. I am DEFINITLY in ONEDERLAND and I am not moving out !!!!! Las t week I weighed 199.8 so I lost 1.8 pounds, that's really good for this point in the process. My body is trying to decide where it's going. I want to reach goal, and it may take awhile or it may not come at all but I can honestly say now I am hapy with the weight loss. 1 more pound and I will have lost 150 pounds. So here are my stats this week.

starting weight : 347

Current weight: 198

chart weight :175

goal weight:180

pounds to chart: 23

pounds to goal: 18

weight loss so far ; 149

perccentage of weight loss: 85%

I am in onederland. YYYYYYEEEEEEEAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!! I did not think I would get here but I did. Today I weighed 199.4. I never want to be 200 again. I do realize there wilol be slippage but I can only hope I can remain in onederland. So here are my stats this week.

starting weight: 347

current weight: 199.4

weight loss so far: 147.6 pounds

chart weight: 175

goal weight: 180

pounds to chart: 24.4

pounds to goal: 19.4

percentage of weight loss: 84.3%

I can not believe I am less than 25 pounds above "normal" never in my life did I have that. And I never thought I would .