kherald's Journal

well 12 days GF and I am hanging in there........I don't know how I have done these past few days probably one help is not alot of money...............I also seee how happy my mom is...........jut a couple of days and you would think I won a marathon or something she is so proud of me........but I guess i should be proud of myself this has been really hard..........I also know I have been reaching out for others more..............I forgot I had signed up to be on the 24 hr AA hotline and this women with 2yrs 8 mnths called the other day and needed to talk we talked for 1  1/2 hrs and then she said she was feeling better.....she had gotten so mixed up in the politics of NA and AA and so forth and forgot the purpose and by me helping her it made me rememeber the perpuse is to stay sober.........place all other principles aside.

I felt so much better I could not go back to sleep and it was 4:30 in the am.....LOL........but it was ok.......I know for now I will keep my focus on just staying sober & GF for the day and not worry about all these other things going on in my life because they are a result ogf the gambling right now......and if that keeps going they will go to.............So anyway I have a long day ahead of me with my program and I will be doing alot of writing today I think.......

I hope veryone is doing well and thank you for yourinput it really helps.......

GOD BLESS.......ODAAT>>>>>JFT GF