Journal Entry for November 12, 2009
November 12, 2009 1:09pm
I haven’t been on DS for quite some time, and I apologize to all my friends for my long absence. I have been working at the …
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rayburr2
9:29pm, September 26, 2008
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About Me
rayburr2
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About Me
I lost my job almost four months ago as an accountant. I became severely depressed and could not leave the house, recently I found out this is called agoraphobia. Two months ago I opened my mail to find out I was being sued for palimony, I have never been with anyone else in my entire life except for my wife, my wife was my first and there has never been anyone else for me. A month ago my Mother and Step-Father were killed in an automobile accident driving to Las Vegas, I could not attend their funeral, and because of this my brothers and sisters will not speak to me. Two weeks ago my wife walked out on me after 20 years of marriage, telling me that she never knew what she saw in me. Last week I got my car repossessed, I am also behind on my mortgage payments. My doctor put me on Mirtazapine, Prozac, and Clonazepam, and I am due to run out of health insurance any day now. When I go out for my morning newspaper my 80 year old neighbor always says to me I dont know how lucky I am, I dont know if I am crazy or if he is senile.
I lost my job almost four months ago as an accountant. I became severely depressed and could not leave the house, recently I found out this is called agoraphobia. Two months ago I opened my mail to find out I was being sued for palimony, I have never been with anyone else in my entire life except for my wife, my wife was my first and there has never been anyone else for me. A month ago my Mother and Step-Father were killed in an automobile accident driving to Las Vegas, I could not attend their funeral,
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Interests
I used to be interested in music, I was in a rock band about 10 years ago when I lived on the other side of town. Sometimes on a good day I will ride my bicycle downtown and sit in the coffee houses and listen to live music, but it has to be after sunset for some reason, I cant go out when its light out. Maybe I am crazy.
I used to be interested in music, I was in a rock band about 10 years ago when I lived on the other side
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You definately need this!
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Hi Ray,
hope things are better for you
Take care,
Tony
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Hi Ray,
Wishing you a lovely weekend too.
Looks like we will be staying in. The forecast is for torrential rain and gale force winds!
What type of band do you want to play in?
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Maybe one day you can visit and we can meet. It was always my dream to come to CA, I am happy to share. :)
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Hi Ray, It's nice to hear from you.
How is your new job?
Hope you are well.
Hugs,
Ellie x
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I suffer from depression, anxiety and agoraphobia. I've been prescribed Remeron, Klonopin and Prozac for almost a year. I lost my job almost four months ago due to the depression, my doctor raised my dosage of Remeron and Klonopin and I can feel some of the depression subsiding, I'm still working on the others.
