Do not know how to feel
October 25, 2008 9:03pm
I have become comfortably numb.I do not know how to feel anymore.I feel hollow inside.I smile when I think others need to see it.I smile and it feels …
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Desolit 
3:12pm, July 5, 2009
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About Me
Desolit
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Interests
My Interests are gardening, writing, boating, , seperation of church and state, AIDs research, human rights for everyone.Fighting the religious right.
My Interests are gardening, writing, boating, , seperation of church and state, AIDs research, human
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Journal Entry for September 17, 2008
September 17, 2008 3:17pm
Most of the time I feel so misunderstood.My estranged brother is the cauuse of most of my misery in my life.I hate this man so much I cannot …
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please can we be friends again cause i miss u alot
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hi there friend i back (sarjaz31)
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sorry you are having such a difficult time - please keep writing if it helps...try to remember many here care about you and wish you well
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love hugs and support!
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a random rainbow for your weekend smile hugs jd :-)
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Close Anxiety
I have severe anxiety which has pretty much cost me to lose everything I cared about in my life.I also have cliniacl depression but if I could find others and maybe help someone else it might make me try to live again.
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- Worked for awhile but extremely addictiv
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- Took this same poisen as paxil also gained 60 pounds not good for someone who is already depressed.
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Needs alot of effort when you just feel like crawling in a hole
- Paxil Working / Worked
- Horrifying withdrawal almost committed suicide take to hospital.Of course it works for awhile making you feel like a zombie,which was nice besides feeling this pain,but I rather feel the pain then being a ghost of myself.
- Valium Working / Worked
- Valium was the only thing that actually worked.You try getting a prescription.Dioctors do not want to bother because they can get in trouble.Its a sick world where they hand off anti depressents like candy and never tell the side efeects or the withdrawal
Close Depression
i have clinical depression if I could share my expireinces with others maybe we can help eah other and not feel alone
Treatments
- Paxil Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- They try but I know its just a bandaid on this open wound
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- NONE
Open Multiple Personalities
i have DID for many yaeras 4 years I do not know what to do They keep me sane.We know that weacnnot survive without easch other
Open Family Issues
My brother has destroyed my life.Made himself power of attorney took my mother from nursing home stole her money.Dysfunctional cannot even begin to describe this.But If I could help any one else going through this,I would like the opprotunity.
Treatments
Open Alcoholism
I need to help and I need your help
Open Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
I have had social anxiety since I was 10 years old.My father had cliniacal depreesion which madfe mw more afiad.I would like to help and share
Open Loneliness
I have isolated myself to a point where I lost myself.
Open Self-Injury
I have had mild cutting for four years.Want to help
Open Breakups & Divorce
Just been asked for divorce after 18 years need help
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
have been in denial about the abuse,he has violent temper and its esculating,need to talk to others that have been through and need strength
Treatments
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Prostate Cancer
husband might have cancer scared to death
