First of all, that's me to the right in the pic. I'm not your typical cali girl, even though I may look like one. I'm always deep in thought and concentration. I can only focus on one thing at a time (which really pisses my mates off). I am a good multitasker tho. I am a freshman in highschool, and it's going okay. I'm not good at math. I'm taking french and ceramics. I love English. My religion isn't set in stone, but I do have many beliefs and theories. I love learning about different religions, I'm always searching for a religious belief that fits me perfectly. I don't know exactly who I am and what I want out of life. I know I was put here for a reason, but I really can't wait to leave. There is much more to me than meets the eye. Get to know me, and you'll see why.
First of all, that's me to the right in the pic. I'm not your typical cali girl, even though I may look like one. I'm always deep in thought and concentration. I can only focus on one thing at a time (which really pisses my mates off). I am a good multitasker tho. I am a freshman in highschool, and it's going okay. I'm not good at math. I'm taking french and ceramics. I love English. My religion isn't set in stone, but I do have many beliefs and theories. I love learning about different religions,
Improv, Boxing, Poetry, Theology, Music (any), Books(fantasy/thriller/horror), English(creative writing), Running, Le Francais, Art(painting, drawing), Anime(SailorMoon, The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya), (Real)Friends, Geology, Cooking, Video Games, Hot Guys(preferably w/ piercings)!!
Improv, Boxing, Poetry, Theology, Music (any), Books(fantasy/thriller/horror), English(creative writing),
October 23, 2008 10:11pm
Today in school nobody could concentrate. The terrible news that a beloved JV football player, straight A student, Shea, passed away yesterday. He …
Your profile shows that you have the mind of an adult. It may be hard for a while because people will probably try to treat you like you are exactly like every other teenager-as though you could be defined by an age. Always remember that your thoughts are as important as anyone else's and trust your gut. You are worth the money for the therapy, even if your parents don't think so. I hope when you are able to care for yourself someday, you will continue it.
hey, glad that you checked on the RT group. can u explain the cinderella one to me? lol i dont get it
why arent u doing so well? im here for u. i miss u.. im here ok.. love u
hey how are u
Your profile,...you think for yourself. I am proud of that becasue it is rare. Sid
I'm a really screwed up teen. I've had depression for 3 years now, and I'm still learning to cope with it. Along with my depression came self-inuring, dark poetry, a very cranky me, and a few suicide attempts. My parents finally opened their eyes and put me in therapy, which didn't help at all. I haven't cut for about 8 months now, but I'm always fighting the urge to. I just need some extra support to keep me going. I know I'll always be a cutter on the inside, but it doesn't have to define me.
I am still not cured from my depression. I've had it for 3 years, and one year of that has gone to getting better. Long story short, I was having suicidal thoughts, I told my friend to help me, she went about it the wrong way and caused me more problems, my parents found out about my depression, suicidalness, and cutting all in one day, I have never cried since then, and still feel numb from such a traumatic moment in my life. I try to be happy though, or at least act happy..
My dad abused my mom. He'd throw her into walls, shove his head into walls, and try to control her. I was three months old when they were legally divorced, though I can still remember some of the abuse he'd deal to her.. and it didn't stop him from emotionally abusing me whenever I had to visit him. He's raising my brothers to depreciate women, and he hates me because I'm not a boy. My brothers don't understand why I dislike our dad so much, but he doesn't treat them like me.
I've always been paranoid. It doesn't affect my daily life, but it is in my life more than it should be. Usually I always feel like somebody will accuse me of something I didn't do and I'd have no way to prove my innocence. Also metal detectors and me don't mix. I always get freaked out because I feel like it would go off and I'd get in trouble. I'm always paranoid about getting in trouble.
My mom has always been an angry person. Usually when she's angry, I get angry too, even though there is no reason for me to be. I also take my anger out on people who don't deserve it, i.e. my friends. I want to learn how to take better control of my anger, and how to calm my mom down when she's always yelling. I'm also just interested in learning about the different types or anger.
My dream is to become a plastic surgeon when I'm older. I thought this would be a good place to learn about it from people and get familiar with the patients perspectives and not just the procedures.
I'm always on my computer!! Through everything I've been through, depression, etc. my computer has been my outlet.
I have been having migraines since kindergarten, and now I'm in 9th grade. As I got older, I'd get mirgraines more frequently. Well, in 5th grade, it got to the point where I was missing up to three days of school per two weeks because of migraines. The principal said I needed a doctors note because I was missing too much school. Long story short, my migraines were caused by a hole in my heart. I still suffer from migraines (not as much as I would be), but the hole got fixed.
I'm a freshman in highschool.. does any more need to be said?
