partime depression?
October 1, 2008 7:32pm
okay so. i dont kno wat happen in class today. in my middle class i got sad. my brain start talkin and thinkin about things. i wanted to be alone …
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Chenni 
7:08pm, October 19, 2008
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Chenni
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About Me
"The mind is its own place, and in itself can make it a heaven of hell, a hell of heaven." I'm Chenni(thinking about changing my name). My birthday is on Nov.24. I'm a junior in high school. I can get pretty moody sometimes. People say I'm funny and I dont know why. I dont think I'm funny. Maybe cause I'm just foolish. lol. I dont know what else I should say about myself. There's so many things that I cant explain and so many to tell. I try my best to not let my problems take me down. Whatever the problem might be. I'm not even sure myself... now I'm just gonna go with the flow and let things be. With all the confusion in life and all tat annoying put downs, I really dont know wat to do. Yes, I have tried to be strong and do all those shits tat other people said I should do and be, but it's NOT easy! Esp. without support. And it takes time. I have many personalities, but I'm NOT two faced, so if I ever do or say something that make u not like me, I'm sorry, I'm not always like watever u think I am. This is just who I am, muti-person, so deal with it. I'm nice and naive most of the time, but I can be bitchy and mean if I have to. Most of the time I do and say stuff without thinking, so I'm sorry if I did or say sumthin wrong. Sometimes I'll just mutter random things out... if i do and cause you confusion... I'm sorry. I dont hate, I get annoyed. I may not be the best person to talk to, but if you ever need someone I'll be there. I love my radio, cant live without it. My life is full of dreams. I have big imagination. I wish i could meet sumone really cool that can be with me forever. Talk to me if you want to get to know me better, but I'm telling you... I'm really confusing. lol. Love y'all
"The mind is its own place, and in itself can make it a heaven of hell, a hell of heaven." I'm Chenni(thinking about changing my name). My birthday is on Nov.24. I'm a junior in high school. I can get pretty moody sometimes. People say I'm funny and I dont know why. I dont think I'm funny. Maybe cause I'm just foolish. lol. I dont know what else I should say about myself. There's so many things that I cant explain and so many to tell. I try my best to not let my problems take me down. Whatever the
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Swimming, drawing, music, thinking, dreaming, internet, dancing, talking, reading, TV...etc. "I've build a wall not to block anyone out, but to see who loves me enough to climb over it." "Yea. I'm a LOSER, but the COOLEST loser you'll ever meet!" "Unless you lived my life, dont judge me because you dont know, and never have & never will know every little thing & detail about me."
Swimming, drawing, music, thinking, dreaming, internet, dancing, talking, reading, TV...etc. "I've build
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i didnt kno i can.
September 21, 2008 4:20pm
i broke three hearts. well two. the other one is a hard joke. i didnt kno i could break hearts. i mean i dont even like myself... how could anyone. …
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September 16, 2008 10:00pm
Today I cried. Then I cried some more. And I dont know what made me do this. I called the TeenHotline. It didnt really help me. I just feel …
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Close Depression - Teen
I'm not really sure what my story is. It's all very really super confusing. I dont even know. It may not seem biggy, but it is to me. And it hurts.
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- Well, when I feel like I'm gonna start thinking about "those things" I start drawing random thing that comes to mind. Just some doodles to keep your mind off things.
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Sometimes it makes me more depressed, but most of the time it helps.
- Positive Thinking Considering
- I'm not really good at positive thinking... I'm pretty negitive myself. So I'm trying to.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- I havent really been to counseling much. I dont really like it.
- Talking Considering
- Depends on who you are talkin to. But when you are alone talking by urself. It helps. scream if you have to. haha.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- If you cant scream then scream in your notebook. I sometimes... it did help. But not all the time.
- Sleep Working / Worked
- because you are not thinkin about anything. That's why I love weekends. So can just listen to music and sleep and DREAM! lol.
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