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ashley1261
Female, 20, NC
"about to lose it."
8:25am, July 20, 2009
this is really hard. Mood
Friday, February 6, 2009 | A Call For Help story

i don't even know what to say to myself at this point. if i can't control things by now, what is the point in trying?

 

everytime i think i've come so far, i fall back down 10x harder. i just can't handle this anymore. i'm not going anywhere with my life right now, and all i can do is make bad decisions.

 

hmmmm... i'm at a loss for words.

 

 

i'm just waiting for the morning when i can wake up and give myself permission to give up with it all.

 

I feel like i'm going backwards and i can't stop...

 

 

 

 

 

 

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  1. missyS

    maybe if u go far enough backwards u will get to a time where u didnt know ED?


    missyS

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