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I have a history exam tomorrow and i am freaking out to the extreme. I am so very extremly nervous that i have feel my …
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ashley1261 
8:25am, July 20, 2009
Have you ever sank so low that really tell yourself you are giving up?
thats about where i am right now... i am really struggling & no matter how hard i try, it all just goes to waste bc nothing ever gets better.
i feel so helpless. i need to be the strong one and do all of this stuff for myself & i just can't get any motivation to recover. its like i've hit a brick wall or something.
i feel so unhappy with myself i can't even put it into words.
i have a bottle of ipecac in my room & i haven't used it yet. it is oh so tempting though. i have to say that is one of my major weaknesses.
i feel like i am sounding so pathetic & depressing so i'm done with this journal.
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that is EDs voice u r hearing...and that bottle in ur room is gonna kill u...dump it...if u have ANY hope for ur future u will DUMP IT right now!
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Hang in there. You are stronger than your ed.
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