dear scale:
July 16, 2009 4:06pm
dear scale,
FUCK …
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Goal End Date is May 15, 08 559 days ago.
ashley1261
8:25am, July 20, 2009
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About Me
ashley1261
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About Me
Have had an eating disorder for almost 4 years now. need help getting my life under control :/
Have had an eating disorder for almost 4 years now. need help getting my life under control :/
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Interests
I like doing anything active- tennis, cheerleading, lacrosse, swimming..I like to dance and sing, I like to talk and listen, and I like to have fun!
I like doing anything active- tennis, cheerleading, lacrosse, swimming..I like to dance and sing, I like
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Journal
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this is really hard.
February 6, 2009 9:30pm
i don't even know what to say to myself at this point. if i can't control things by now, what is the point in trying?
everytime i think …
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Maybe I could live like this forever?
January 6, 2009 5:14pm
Have you ever sank so low that really tell yourself you are giving up?
thats about where i am right now... i am really struggling & no matter how …
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........
November 28, 2008 4:05pm
3 years of suffering and all I have to show for it is a very depressed mind. Thanksgiving was pretty stressful- the holidays usually are for me. I …
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:(
November 3, 2008 8:08pm
I should be happy right now bc just a few days ago I went back into therapy for my e.d. but I'm not. In fact, I am feeling even more depressed …
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Hugbook
Rainbow
*huggles and cookies* hope you feel better soon...peace out! x
Moment of Peace
how are u
I’m With You
i'm thinking of. know i'm here for u. love em
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Moment of Peace
hope u feel better
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ur never here!
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Eating Disorders
EDNOS for 3 years now. At this point I deal with it as best as I can, but I don't feel like anything is going to get better. binging/purging/restricting seem like all I do. I just don't want to live like this forever....
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- Didn't work at all- just made me gain weight.
- Prozac Too Soon to Tell
- It is helping a bit though...
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Finally going back into therapy and hopefully it will help
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- I tend to hide a lot of my behaviors from them, so they really do not know how badly things are.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionBattling depression-mostly due to my eating disorder and major self image issues, or perhaps the other way around...
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- not taking it any more-caused me to gain weight
- Crying Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Have never been the type of person to be happy with myself...
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Helped me get a lot of issues out in the open
- Writing Working / Worked
Open Food Addiction
Need I say more?
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
If I could choose one word to describe me it would be DIET. Diets are truly my life. I've been on pretty much every diet out there. I'm trying to shift more into a healhy eating plan, however I just find myself either overeating or restricting.
Treatments
- 3 Hour Diet Considering
- Atkins Diet Working / Worked
- Body for Life Somewhat Helpful
- Counting Calories Working / Worked
- This is seriously what I live by!
- Dancing Considering
- Eating Healthier Foods Somewhat Helpful
- Eat Less Somewhat Helpful
- Not so good for my health bc I end up restricting too much
- Hoodia Not Working
- LA Weight Loss Considering
- NutriSystem Too Soon to Tell
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- I love working out. Not only does it help lose weight, but It really takes your mind off of stress and food.
- Slim-Fast Working / Worked
- South Beach Diet Working / Worked
- Weight Watchers Considering
- Crying Working / Worked
Open College Stress
I get very easily stressed out, especially in situations where I feel that I have no control in or of.
Open Stress Management
I am terrible at dealing with stress- it is my number one weakness. Most of my stress is tied in with my eating disorder as well, which makes it much harder to deal with. I need to find alternate ways of dealing with overwhelming situations.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- Patience Working / Worked
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Crying Working / Worked
Open Anxiety
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