can't sleep
November 17, 2009 4:45am
Just can't sleep, but am soooo tired. It started because I was missing Benny. He usually snuggled right up to me so I could pet him and hear him …
Goal Completed on Feb 5, 09
agbluvsu2 
12:43am, November 18, 2009
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About Me
agbluvsu2
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About Me
I think there is too much about any person, to sum it up in just 500 characters.
I think there is too much about any person, to sum it up in just 500 characters.
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Interests
I love movies, music, hanging out with friends, and travel. I'm a huge fan of Disneyland as well. I really enjoy reading as well. If there's a cute fuzzy animal around, I'm there to pet it lol. Also, I love being in love...though this does not help depression or bpd
I love movies, music, hanging out with friends, and travel. I'm a huge fan of Disneyland as well. I really
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playing games
November 9, 2009 9:05pm
Don't you hate it when people are immature and play games with you? Time to ween out someone in my life.
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paranoia
November 2, 2009 7:20pm
I'm so confused today. I think I forgot to take my meds yesterday and am suffering for it today. I am paranoid that anything negative …
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All We'd Ever Need
October 30, 2009 4:56pm
Yeah, so I was curious. And I looked. Was surprised by what I found and how I felt about it. I just couldn't wrap my mind …
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Child abuse is the most terrible act that a human being can commit outside of murder. May God bless you in your life as you work through the terrible consequences.
With much love and affection Rich
Little Love
My thoughts and prayers are always with you my friend.
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Hey, just thought i'd give my old friends a hug and hope they haven't forgotten me.
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Thank you so much for your kind words and support, You made me smile with your second reply. I love the puppy on your AV. Thank you again,
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionMy depression is only triggered by a break up, but it affects everything. I think nothing good of myself, everything I do is wrong, nothing is good enough, I will never find love, etc. Common phrases that go through my head are "why bother? Nobody will ever love me like that" or "I'm so stupid"
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- About a month after I started this medication, I became even more suicidal.
- Lexapro Not Working
- started on 3/21/08. It helped a bit, but failed me in the end.
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- I was seeing a counselor, but finally started with a Psychologist. Let's see if it works better.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- I'm getting more than usual this time around. I just wish they could be more active in the support process. I don't like feeling annoying or like a burden
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- 150 mg at night as needed. No side effects yet. Zonked me out.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- it helps me get my feelings and thoughts written down so I can refer back. However, I still feel like I need a person for a sounding board
- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
- Started: 2005 then again 1/2008. It worked for a while, then stopped. I am trying it again at 100mg
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)Just found out that this may be my problem with unstable relationships, intense emotions, and impulsivity
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- I find when I talk, vent, or hear others talk and vent, it helps me feel more knowledgeable about what I can do to get myself feeling better
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- This is helping me a lot!
Open Family & Friends of Cancer Patients
My aunt has terminal cancer. It's in her lungs, bones, and lymph nodes. I don't know how to support her, really
