ohwowlovely's Journal

I've been coming down with a few things lately, and as time progresses, they get worse. I can't figure out what's causing this and if anybody who's reading this knows, please help. God knows why I drank last night. I guess I just wanted to feel better.

For the last few days, I've been feeling incredibly nauseous. Non stop. That's normal for me but not this bad. Usually I have really bad lower back pain, but since Friday I think (it's Monday now) it has turned into really bad upper back pain, and all down my spine and mainly really bad on the right side. It's not my posture because when I sit up straight, it still hurts. I didn't sleep last night because no matter which position I laid in, it was still there. My right shoulder I've noticed is weird anyway, and the right side of me leans forward-ish. (You'd know what I mean if you've met me. It's not noticeable to people though.) Now, the back pain I usually have is controllable and I use a hot water bottle, rest and pain killers to fix it. But no luck. Alongside the things I've pointed out, down my left side, in between my ribcage and hips have been really painful. When my mum touched my back, it feels like I've bruised it? Umm.. Also, everytime I breathe, I get pains in my lungs, they feel like they're being squeezed really tightly, along with my heart. I've been having really bad pelvic pain aswell, and yes, that's usual too, but not like this. On top of that, I've lost all my appetite and whenever I've ate or drunk anything (my mother makes me) since having all of this, I've felt like I was on the verge of vomiting. As the days pass, these things get worse and so I'm really kind of freaking out. I don't have the doctors until later this week, I hope I'm not freaking out for nothing.