Paying for college...
November 16, 2008 2:17pm
I can't do this...
I want to get out of the town I grew up in. I want to get a good education and hopefully find my passion. I want to stay …
KaAy 
8:08am, April 8, 2009
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About Me
KaAy
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About Me
I have my ups and downs. I'm a good listener.
I have my ups and downs. I'm a good listener.
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Interests
Movies, music, books, art, swimming, hockey.
Movies, music, books, art, swimming, hockey.
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Journal
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This second...
November 5, 2008 6:58pm
I feel lost
I feel hurt
I feel betrayed
I feel nothing
I regret not living
I regret not telling you I love you every single day
I regret not …
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First entry: my loss, my story
September 16, 2008 5:46am
I'm not really sure how these websites work, but I guess I should start by introducing myself. I am seventeen years old and currently a …
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Hugbook
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Hug
After reading your post, I cannot imagine that he is not proud of you. You are an amazing person who had a horrible situation thrust on you and you have to make it through it without the ONE person who could help you. You can do this, take little steps and keep breathing.
Hug
Think positive!
Hug
Thank you so much!!! I need some support right now. :)
High Five
Hey girl. Keep fighting the good fight!
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I’m With You
I lost my brother 14 years ago in a car wreck I know what you are going thru.
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Support Groups
Close Bereavement - Teens
I lost my best friend in Feb. 2008. I found out about the accident on a Friday night (two days after it happened) and within twenty four hours he was gone. I love him like I have never loved anyone. I have never felt such pain...and I really don't know how to handle it. Family and friends tried to help in the beginning but soon moved on with their lives. There's really noone I can relate to or talk to about it, so up until now, I just didn't.
Treatments
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Music helps me escape for a little while.
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- My dog makes me feel better, but only short-term.
- Remembering Considering
- This usually upsets me, but every once in a blue moon it makes me smile a little.
- Reading Somewhat Helpful
- Like listening to music reading helps me escape for a while and also works as a distraction. It works at the time but typically last for a short term
Close Families & Friends of Gays & Lesbians
I've always been against racism and prejudice but have not had much personal experience with it. A few years ago, however, my sister told my parents that she was a lesbian and since then, many of my friends have come out as well. This has helped me understand prejudice much better and has made me even more open and accepting of all kinds of people.
Open Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaI've always felt fat and in about 10th grade i began eating a little less. In Feb. '07 we had a housefire, and i lost all feeling of control. It got to the point where I was only eating a few hundred calories a day, lying to my friends about being full, and hiding things from my family. I've never told anyone. Now i'm out of high school and eating again, maybe too much. Ive gained back most of the weight and I hate it. Eventhough it's healthier, I still feel fat and sometimes sick when I eat.
Open Depression - Teen
I have had depression so long that I can't even remember a time without it. I have my ups and downs, super-highs and major-lows.
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- I love art. It helps me express things I otherwise cant. It makes me feel amazing when I create something beautiful and it puts me in a place where I am the only one to control the brush.
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- The right kind helps at the time.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- I used to go to counseling but I don't anymore - I don't think it really worked because I was forced to go and in my mind my parents were shipping me off to someone who they paid to sit and listen to me instead of just listening themselves.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- I write in a journal once in a blue moon. Sometimes it helps, sometimes it doesn't. After my best friend passed away I used to write little notes and things to him during school or at home - little things I would have normally told him in person. I put them in the zip-up pouch in my english notebook and have kept it ever since...I've never opened it.
- Pamelor Somewhat Helpful
- helps to eliminate the extreme highs and lows
Open Financial Challenges
I'm struggling to pay for college and might have to drop out next year because of the cost.
Treatments
- Credit Counseling Too Soon to Tell
- I'm recieving my first credit card in the mail so I can work on building good credit and trying to get my own loan next year for school.
- Earn Money Somewhat Helpful
- With school I can only work a part time job. The income is minimal, but I'm trying to save most of it for text books and my savings account.
Open Family Issues
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