I feel there is no hope for me.
August 12, 2009 10:31pm
I'm thinking of going into rehab again.The only problem is I'm afraid they will take away my xanax and I will miss my animals too much.
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I hate Facebook!!!!
April 29, 2009 11:05pm
I hate facebook.There.I have a bunch of phonies as my friends on facebook that are starting to really piss me off and I want to just scream"I …
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Gave In Again....
April 29, 2009 3:00pm
I had to go to the store to buy cigs,ended up buying a 6 pack.Oh well tomorrow is a new day.I hope!!!
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Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
I think that I am in an emotionally/physically abusive relationship. we are both alcolics and live next door to each other.My mind tells me that I am being abused, but my heart wants to try to remain friends. Iaam trying to get help for my alcoholism and he doesn't seem to want to stop drinking. Lately he has started to be somewhat controlling. I'm not sure what to do. Maybe it's all in my head.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- Everytime that he hurts me he convinces me that it was all my fault because of the way that I act when we drink together. I agree and forgive him every time, even when after the incident I say I never want to talk to him again.
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- He tells me that because of my actions it's always my fault.
Close Back Pain
I have been diagnosed with spondylolysis. I also have numbness in my feet.
Treatments
- Bedrest Not Working
- The more I rest the more it hurts
- Heat Working / Worked
- A heating pad helps at times
- Hydrocodone Working / Worked
- My doc just put me on Relafen and Vicoden today. The vicodin seems to be helping
- Physical Therapy Too Soon to Tell
- The doc wants to start me on massage therapy real soon.
Open Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
I've been suffering from social anxiety since I was in middle school. I ended up completely agoaphobic by the time I was around 18 years old.
Open Interstitial Cystitis (IC)
I've been suffering from Interstitial cystitis for 5 years.
Treatments
- Bladder Instillation Somewhat Helpful
- It worked at the time when I had a severe flare-up.
- Elmiron Considering
- VESIcare Working / Worked
- This helps!
