Journal Entry for March 12, 2008
March 12, 2008 11:04pm
toomuchreality
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About Me
toomuchreality
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About Me
overwhelmed! too much reality, chaos, and grief... not really born in 1906!
overwhelmed! too much reality, chaos, and grief... not really born in 1906!
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Interests
ferrets. I don't do ordinary
ferrets. I don't do ordinary
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Journal Entry for March 12, 2008
March 12, 2008 2:17am
I am giving leaving this site a great deal of consideration, along with leaving t he MSN site.
I am not mean , and I don't do anger.... …
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Hugbook
Rainbow
Love you my friend who gave me my ruby slippers !!I hope you are ok.xoxoxo Rain
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Moment of Peace
Thank you so much for the sweet words and thoughts,wishing you joy and peace,love you dear old friend,Rain xoxox
Gold Star
hey love the avatar hugs jd :-) ps can i steal it for mine as well :-)
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Superhero Status
Hi old friend, missed you !!! Keep on keeping on !!! ((((((HUGS)))))
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Rainbow
Pleasecome back on here.I remember you my friend who gave me my ruby slippers and mailed me some copies of great journal entries from here long long ago.Connie right?????Please be my friend again!Love,Rain ((((((HUG)))))
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Close Multiple Personalities
49 year old woman, 2 children ages 20 and 31. I think I have been depressed forever. Found out about my others about 18-19 years ago. Not everyone is happy about joining/telling we are here. Have had a huge amount of stress during the past year. finding it hard to stay present. whew! Are we scared! -hopeful, but scared.
Treatments
- Adderall Working / Worked
- Treating symptoms only. So far this is/has been the most helpful. Tried Straterra but too much muscle tension & jerkiness
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I have big trust issues. I had a fantastic pdoc and tdoc combo,for 1st several yrs. Did most 'work', during that period. HAD to change. Trust Issues increased
- Selegiline Working / Worked
- May 2007 Started using the Em Sam patch to treat my depression. July seems to help. Swelling in feet- odd
Close Euthanasia
I was with my boyfriend almost 14 years when he committed suicide.I was on the phone with him, as he did it. I loved him enough to let him go. We discussed the situation and alternatives at great length many times. I chose to stay with him and in/as a part of his life, to the end. I didn't want him feeling alone and unloved, when he needed it most. suicide 3/19-20/06 found 3/21/06 memorial 4/1/06 INCREDIBLY HARD AND SAD
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
My B/F of 14 yrs. commited suicide in March 2006. I was on the phone with him while he went through it. I (his family & close friends)knew it was going to happen, but that doesn't make it easier to be without him. I loved him enough to stay with him, to the very end. I still do love him.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- My Psychiatrist knows what happened. and why. She has helped me to know it wasn't my fault, even though there have been remarks made about my fault.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- seems most people can't or won't talk about it, or him. I am judged harshly for my choice, to stay with him til the end. I wanted him to know he was loved, no matter what. I didn't want him to feel alone during the time he felt most desperate. People can be harsh.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Keeping track of my feelings and venting seems to help.
