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serenityseeker 
9:52am, October 12, 2009
Hi my DS pals..
Another good day today, nothing terribly exciting happened. I am feeling really positive emotionally and spiritually. Physically I feel pretty good...mostly just still having problems with walking.
Have decided to avoid the cardiologist for now...I can wait to hear any news..that sounds pretty bad I guess, but I know myself well enough to know if there is bad news I will gamble and I don't want to do that. In all honesty, I would rather die from heart disease than from gambling and that is a true fact.
I feel well and am taking good care of myself. I am going to see my GP next week and that is good enough.
Anyway, lots of support from you guys has made me feel much better.
Gratitude big time for the support, also huge amounts of gratitude for no urges....that is such a gift, I think me and my HP are working on that together.
I was doing some written step work on line in a program called Recovery Journal but it crashed on my computer and I could not get it working again.
Step 2, "became willing" that's what it says...I am becoming willing and that is wonderful...have more work to do before I am done this step but will keep you posted.
Wishing you all a GF 24 hours.
Blessings
Mary
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WTG Mary........Become Willing ''as you 'see there is no force.... it is a slow ''awakening of ''becoming 'aware of being a cg.. Amen..
'Glad to 'see you are feeling less stressed.
Love yah SAndra..
gams5
Yeah - no need to stress out cuz if you feel good right this minute, that's all that matters! Be well,
Lavender
Lavender1
So glad to hear you are feeling so good emotionally and spiritually....that makes all the difference.
I, too, am so glad there are no urges for me either just now. I'm loving it and hope it lasts forever!
Hugs, Dianne
DianneE