tigerlilymel's Journal

I AM SO MAD I NEVER WRITE IN CAPS LOCK BUT THIS WARRANTS IT.

i had my appointment at ohsu today. what a crock of SHIT. my GI told me this specialist was the best in oregon; that she is a miracle worker and would have new ideas for me. what the FUCK EVER. she did a half-assed exam and told me right now my only options are entocort, methotrexate, or cimzia. she is going for the cimzia first but that is if my insurance approves it and even then it is still so damn expensive. she did NOTHING for my pain and toldme just to lower my prednisone dosage from 40mg to 30mg. i feel like it was the most wasted hour of my life. i have to get a CT scan done to rule out anything else she said because the pain is on a different side than normal. god i am so fucking fed up with doctors who dont do anything to help.

i'm just done.