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tigerlilymel 
8:37am Yesterday
I have been off of Cymbalta for 3 days now. All day today I have had the intense urge/desire to just BAWL my eyes out. Seriously. I am not sad...but the dumbest things have made me want to break down. My sister and I saw the movie 'Doubt' today, and one of the previews was a commercial for St. Jude's. Yes, you guessed it. I started crying. Not only because I feel so bad for THOSE sick kids, but as I questioned, why can't I be a sick kid? Then I could go there and not pay for my medical bills. I just...I don't know. I need to get back on my anti-depressants I think lol.
Tomorrow is my appointment to discuss Remicade. My blood tests came back today and my liver functions are FINALLY back to order, which is really good. Hopefully I am on the path to remission. I am just so exhausted....in all ways. I finished my disability paperwork, but because I am working, I am worried I won't be granted disability. I guess I will know soon.
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Aww I'm sorry you feel like this. I know the feeling. Every since they put me on this lupron shot I do the same thing. It seems like everything makes me cry now. It's a sad situation. I don't wanna leave the house lol. Well I hope they get you on your new meds and you start feeling better. Take care of yourself.
crystalharris
I'm on anti-depressants, and I STILL feel like bawling my eyes out every day! In fact I don't just *feel* like bawling, I actually *do*. Every day. Ugh.
Glad to hear your blood tests are showing improvement. Yay! I hope the disability paperwork goes through ok for you. You're entitled to some respite from this, and some time to get better without the stressors of work and money on your back. Am thinking of you. xx
ZenEm