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tigerlilymel 
8:37am, November 22, 2009
Thank you for the support, everybody! I am finally home. I got home around noon and just crashed. It's been really hard. He has been really nice, and we even exchanged christmas gifts today. I was going to stay until tomorrow morning, but emotionally, I couldn't do it. It was hard enough crying in front of him, I just couldnt' pretend to be chipper and cheery around him when I wasn't crying. So he brought me home and all is well. We want to stay friends, it's just hard for me right now when I still have all of these emotions, and I am really really hurt. But, time heals all wounds and I know I will be alright. It will just take a little while.
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I'm with you on that one. My boy still wants to be friends, 'best' friends even. And it's so hard. He's moved on to someone else and I'm supposed to be chipper about that. Yes, we need time, but don't give yourself a time limit like 'i'll be over this in a few months' time'. It may take longer than that, and that's ok. Take time out and treat yourself kindly. You deserve it.
*hugs* to you and best wishes. xx
ZenEm