tigerlilymel's Journal

Well Andrew comes home this Sunday and guess what. Due to shitty weather and HIS request, I am not picking him up. I don't know who is, but I DO know that I am extremely hurt that his roommates get to see him and hug him and greet him before I do. Whatever. I even asked his roommate if I could hang out there around 9p until he gets back home around midnight and she said no! What a bitch. I am so mad. She said I could show up there with him, or after he gets there. It's so dumb. So I am just planning on seeing him Monday morning, I hope.

Anyways. Besides that crap I have been pretty miserable. My knees and ankles/elbows don't hurt like they did the other night, thank God! Still taking 100mg of Imuran...waiting to see how that plays out. Still on 30mg of prednisone for now. I am just sick of being fat and feeling gross. I wish remission would come now!!

I can't believe Christmas is almost here. I feel like it's just creeping up on me faster and faster each year I get older. I still have my sister to shop for...which isn't too bad, I know what to get her, I am just BROKE. Due to the weather I had to call in two nights this week, and then I took two nights off next week so I could pick up Andrew (ha!), and then I work the following week. But still. It will be a really small paycheck for me, unfortunately.

I hate life sometimes.