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tigerlilymel 
8:37am Sunday
i only work 16 hours a week--11p-7a on sundays and mondays. and i am so so exhausted from it. its probably the crohn's, but still. i have no motivation or drive to go. i hate it. i am only 21 and i am seriously considering looking into disability. crohn's and endometriosis are a bad combo of auto-immune diseases to have. i am in constant pain and misery. ugh. oh well. one of these days i will catch a break, right?
andrew comes home in 13 days :) i am so excited but so scared. i look so different, act different, and feel different. and i know the same goes for him....he has to re-adjust to american life. but will our relationship be okay? i hope so. not having been around him in 4 months we will have a lot to get used to. i don't even know how our sex life will be changed! while in remission, i only had to deal with endo bothering me...it would hurt, but i would suck it up. i have no clue what the crohn's is going to do. ugh. i hate this.
i just hate it all.
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Sorry to hear that you are still not feeling well. I hear ya on the energy thing. I only work about 8 hours a week and it kills me. I don't know how I ever worked full time and cared for a husband a 3 kids; it feels like a lifetime ago. Relax; it's easy to say but hard to do! It will be nice for you to see your boyfriend again; I hope you have a nice visit with him.
Akie