At age 15 started smoking dope also took speed and acid this was due to pressure of very strict parents.I stopped this at age 22. Got married at 19 to a husband that beat me up. Then I had a very happy marriage for 23 years until he died 11 year ago. I was never a drinker had a drink about 3 times a year raised 5 kids 1 of my own and 4 step kids.Since then been drinking nearly everyday, I was with another man for 8 years who treated me bad and was a drinker to but now were no together anymore we have became really good pals and he has been giving me surport quite odd really! The last few weeks my whole family have fallen out with me for reasons I dont want to go into and I feel very lonley. I have managed to stay sober for a few days but keep going back to it , I dont really get drunk anymore, I think its just a bad habit to block things out. Ok I dont no if Im being over senctive but I have replyed to a few things in the forums and everyone seems to ignore me just maybe Im no good at writing things so im sorry!
At age 15 started smoking dope also took speed and acid this was due to pressure of very strict parents.I stopped this at age 22. Got married at 19 to a husband that beat me up. Then I had a very happy marriage for 23 years until he died 11 year ago. I was never a drinker had a drink about 3 times a year raised 5 kids 1 of my own and 4 step kids.Since then been drinking nearly everyday, I was with another man for 8 years who treated me bad and was a drinker to but now were no together anymore we
Internet, animals, holidays, gym.
Internet, animals, holidays, gym.
February 24, 2009 12:35pm
Well thought I wrote the other day but it didnt work. Sincel last time I wrote took a sezuire on boxing day ended up at hospital didnt no where I was …
December 17, 2008 8:10pm
Sorry no been on here much doing really well no drunnk 4 ...11 days I am getting there will write more when im no so busy!!
November 19, 2008 9:17pm
Sorry I have no written for a while had a breakdown on friday , long story I no I will get better. I will write more another day.
November 3, 2008 5:39pm
My life is a bit better some of my family are talking to me except my daughter which is sad but I just have to accept it.My drinking is no to bad …
October 24, 2008 7:04am
I just typed in ann50 on google and am second on list thank god I didnt use my real name!!
I started drinking 11 years ago after my husband died.I have drunk every day since but at last in managing a few sober days.I am beginning to no I can have a laugh without getting drunk. I will keep trying it will just take time.
