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1:29pm, February 26, 2009
51)Hardest things to deal with in life: panic attacks, realizing most people really dont care, and finding true love....
52)favorite drinks: gatorade and ice water with a twist of lemon.
53)favorite tv channel: "golf channel."
53)never felt like suicide.
54)wish others would do a list like this, to know them better.
55)never cheated on a girlfriend in my life.
56)ALWAYS feel fear around woman, that they will not like me so much. it makes it so difficult to meet them.
57)I despise this war and this administration.
58)there are a couple of woman on this site, i wish i could marry.
59)therapy for me, is helping other people.
60)love chick flicks also.
61)I have hazel eyes, and med. brown hair.
62)I like being clean shaven.
63)I have looked at my animal pics 50 times, and i still laugh.
64)I have an abnormally high fear of doctors and hospitals.
65)I have sent money to strangers on this site.
66)I think the book, "The Secret" is a life changer.
67)I simply LOVE , the people on this site!!!
68)I cant understand people that hunt and fish and hurt animals.
69)new favorite, "cookies and cream" ice cream.
70)I consider myself so lucky as compared to many on this site. i have no problems compared to some.
71)I believe what we" think" in life, sets the quality of it. "If we can think it ,we can bring it."
72)If i came back as an animal in this life. i would want to be a pet dog(collie) in a nice families house.
73)I think a powerful medicine is a kind word, and the tender touch of someone that cares.
74)The people on this site are the kindest, most caring, beautiful people i have ever had the honor of talking to.
75)I am not proud of the fact that i have called God every name in the book at times. yet i always seem to come back.
Comments
I cannot help but comment on this journal again as you have a lot of the same likes and dislikes that I have.
Your #51 is a big one for me. Had 1st and only attack at 20. After about 40 years of searching for the "whys" and now in my 50's, I don't have them anymore. They can occur at anytime due to unreleased stress and a feeling of entrapement.
I find it amazing" that you never cheated on a girlfriend in your life as I have heard it before and seen it so many times. Men think anatically of meeting the perfect woman. A woman who has all of the 10 or 20 or... qualities that they require to consider that person their perfect match.. When that woman comes along and maybe has only lived up to 7 or 8 and another woman comes along with the 2 or 3 qualities that the first woman hasn't had a chance to express, that is when the guy samples woman number 2,3 and so on searching endlessly... and the cheating begins. I believe it is also the same for women with the exception that women think emotionally and if the guy knows how to say all the right words and do the right things,(even if they aren't sincere) some women are quick to "Jump" only because the "true and real" nice guy in this day and age is almost extinct. If you meet the right woman or man I believe you will know it as everything will just flow...(as I am experiencing now)... and there will be "no" fear around it as that is how the energy of the universe(God)or what ever you believe in works. I have learned from experience that if your gut tells you different, no matter how hooked you are, "run" like hell, as your gut feeling is the last to be conditioned by the thought process.(A scientific fact, read Deepak Chopra Magical Mind, Magical Body)
I too "got hooked" and sent thousands to a stranger on this website and now know that not everyone on this website is kind and caring and has any honor past what they can get. I consider it money well spent as the lesson I learned from that is "priceless."
I am on "The Prayer Warrior" group and after sharing stories with them who have far less in the health and material world than I have yet have so much more positivity than I have, has given me the gratitude and faith that there is a quality of human being that still exists in this world.
If you like the book "The Secret", you will love the book "5 Wishes" by Gay Hendricks. (He's a guy) After you read that book, being the kind of person that you "seem" to be, I have no doubt that you will bring into your life anything substantial that you desire, including the woman that you are meant to marry!!
Good Luck my friend as you are 1 of the few I have not deleted. Thank you for your post, it is always appreciated and demands a response...L
lalalinle
wow that is a long list. Good way to get to know people, you're right :)
cypher
hmm.. i might make a list like this.. maybe.. if i remember.. :) i like all of it. you seem really great.
BoneDeep
I really like the idea of this list it can say so much about u...in a simple and very deep way in the same time..:-)and make ppl just simply like u cos it's so honest and natural lol i love to write a lot it helps me to sort thing out...i'll do the list too some day...thanks for sharing and the idea,be well..!
ellmonika
Yeah I wish I could make lists like this...It's the memory thing for me, I can't remember half the things that I've done. It's good that you can do this and I can see other people think that too. Sorry I'm always in a really off mood or something like that, I really don't mean to be xxxxx
xitsovernowx
wow. i loved reading this. :) xxx
girl199017
I love your list
denali