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beautifulmugga
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About Me
I love my family. My grandkids are the joy of my life. I am an office manager but rather enjoy painting, dancing, and gazing at the stars. I love to listen to music and can find great relief in a bubble bath and candles. I lost my husband to suicide the 24th of June and am trying to learn how to cope with that. I miss him dearly; he chose to take his own life which makes this so difficult to over come.
I love my family. My grandkids are the joy of my life. I am an office manager but rather enjoy painting, dancing, and gazing at the stars. I love to listen to music and can find great relief in a bubble bath and candles. I lost my husband to suicide the 24th of June and am trying to learn how to cope with that. I miss him dearly; he chose to take his own life which makes this so difficult to over come.
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Thank you honey. You know my daughter and grandbaby are my world. Have a wonderful weekend! Thinking of you. Love
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Little Love
Thank you Carol. I am going to send you a email in a little while because I want to check on how you are doing. Love and hugs honey
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H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y CAROL!!!!!!!!! Thinking of you and sending you lots of Love and HUGS
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Thank you so much for your kind words and support. Take care.
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Good morning Dear, I am good and can't weait to go home. I hope you have a wonderful day and weekend! Love ya
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Partner/SpouseThe love of my life took his own life this past June and I just do not know how to get past this pain. Let me say that he was bi-polar and gave up on the meds and life. This does not make it easy. I was not there in the end for him and omg the pain is unbearable. He was an angry person and when his meds were not right, he was scary but when his meds were right he was my dream. Oh how I miss that man. We had been separated due to his anger but I wanted to go home to him some day.
Treatments
- Crying Too Soon to Tell
- I cry almost every night when I go home from work and I am alone. Sometimes I am crying just because I think of him constantly and I can feel his presence.
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- I have 3 dogs an a cat that I give a lot of attention and that seems to help.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- I am doing a lot of praying that my dear husband is no longer dealing with his racing thoughts and pain. I pray that he is in God's hands.
- Support from Friends & Family Too Soon to Tell
- I have wonderful friends and family around me but in no way can they understand my pain....
Close Widows & Widowers
My husband took his own life June 24th and I am so miserable without him. He was bi-polar and they just could not get his meds straight. I never doubted his love and oh how I miss it. He would get so very angry and he just could not control his moods and he hated this so much. The disease got the best of him and I guess he just felt that he could not go on but I sure wish he would have kept trying. He gave up and now I have to figure out how to go on without him.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- I will have my first session next week with the person that was helping my husband and myself through his illness...
