is it o.k?
September 27, 2008 4:22am
is it o.k to laugh when your loved one is in pain?
is it o.k to enjoy things when he is going insane?
the guilt of it all is eating me away.
the …
mrskgb
7:33pm, October 19, 2008
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mrskgb
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About Me
first diagnosed with dp a couple years later bp. i started cutting myself at age 14. i like to think im a nice person. my doctor says i have trust issues well after being let down or burnt by the ppl around you that you once trusted, losing ones trust just happens. i have one friend and my hubby. thats about all the ppl i can stand to trust right now. i love my dogs. they make me feel a bit better when im down. if it werent for them UGGHHHHHHH!!!!! my nephew's been taken into police custody on the 5th of september. ive raise my nephew since i was just 14 myself so having him taken away for something he or we still dont understand is KILLING ME. HE IS MY HEART AND I DONT THINK I CAN GO ON WITHOUT HIM. hes only 19. im losing it and im trying my hardest to keep it together. thats why im here. to seek out others who can truly understand me and what im going through.
first diagnosed with dp a couple years later bp. i started cutting myself at age 14. i like to think im a nice person. my doctor says i have trust issues well after being let down or burnt by the ppl around you that you once trusted, losing ones trust just happens. i have one friend and my hubby. thats about all the ppl i can stand to trust right now. i love my dogs. they make me feel a bit better when im down. if it werent for them UGGHHHHHHH!!!!! my nephew's been taken into police custody on the
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God, my family, i love love my hubby, taking pictures, photoshop cs2, my cute dogs and music.
God, my family, i love love my hubby, taking pictures, photoshop cs2, my cute dogs and music.
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Sending big hugs and hope all is well with you. Take care.
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That doesn't make sense to me that the lawyer is not listening to you about he could not have done it because he was at work. No way he could have slipped out unnoticed? You would think the lawyer would be all over it as his albi. I hope and pray that the truth will come out and your nephew will be exonerated. I am doing pretty good now. Starting to finally feel more like myself amazing how death leaves you numb and in a fog for soooo long and yet you are able to do work. But not too interested in much else. Now it is like I am waking up and going on but feel more normal. Weird feeling going thru that. Of course some of that may have been my slip and jerk on the ice and screwing up my shoulder. The pain. On pain pills now. Still have not gone to get xrays to make sure of damages. Got to switch to a better insurance for self employed. Mine is discount card that many do not accept. My sons clemency comes up in Feb. every yr same time. So getting letters done up again. Busy if you can not tell. Always busy. I could take off a yr from work and still not be caught up with everything. But I am making headway. Again. Well I just got here so I guess I had better go answer the other hugs and messages. Hope your day is super good and that something really good happens in your nephews case. Love Rhea
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Reallly that is funny...it looks just like a scene from one of my most favorite films of all time. Journey of Natty Gann. She was standing inside a railroad car..hitching a ride and looking out...the silohutte of you in the shadows looks just like her in that scene. Anyway. I am a movie buff...if you could not tell. Rhea Love Rhea
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thinking of you and hoping you have a good new year xoxoxo
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WoW! Am I slow? Is your avatar from Journey of Natty Gann? Very good show! I used to have it. Don't know if I still do or not. I am a movie buff! LOTS of movies! Old , new , really like alot of old ones sometimes don't watch them as much anymore. I am getting tired of all the graphicness in the new ones though. We watched a movie the other day called Wanted. Good movie but the killing was really something else. The first 10 minutes was up close and really way too personal. Don't like blood guts and gore. Let me know if I guessed right. Journey of Natty Gann? Love Rhea
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Close Families of Prisoners
My nephew was arrested on friday, he was in lockup all weekend and when we finally heard from him, he is being charged with 2 counts of attempted murder and 3 firearms counts. He has been awaiting sentencing on another case but he is working hard to show the courts that he is improving his life. He had 2 jobs so he didnt have time to mess around. He passes all his urine test and never missed an appt with his lawyer. Somebody is framing my nephew. imisshimsomuch. he is innocent n ill fight4him.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- still suffer from extreme panic attacks, and im bipolar so the thoughts in my head never stops contributing to the panic attacks.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- i dont have much ppl to talk to about this.i actually only have my husband and 1 friend to talk to.
Close Bipolar Disorder
ive been diagnosed with bipolar maybe 5 yrs ago and still feel that i havent gotta anywhere with it.when ppl find out that im bp and see doctors and take meds automaticly im considered crazy. my meds not only give me restless leg syndrom but it goes through my whole body. im looking forwar to hearing from ppl like me going through the same thing,because i think unless u have it you cant truly understand what a person with bp goes through.
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- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- puts me to sleep fast but gives me restless leg and body syndrom.
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