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*sigh* Well.... I am newly determined to let my eyebrows grow back in nicely instead of this skinny line of hairs with intermittent bald spots that I got now which requires major penciling. I visited my dad a couple days ago and I usually don't look at the pictures he has hanging in his hallway but on that day my class photo from 10th grade caught my eye. I had such NICE eyebrows. Big 80's ones. I only really started torturing my eyebrows about 4 or 5 years ago. Up till then I even got compliments on them, even from complete strangers. I mean it... I had really nice eyebrows. Now they look like shit and even the ones that grow back are as thick and black as they can be and they look weird and it makes me wanna yank 'em. But I managed to kick the eyelash pullin' so now I really need to stop with the eyebrows. I am determined. I haven't pulled any since Tuesday night. It's just hard cuz I do need to tweeze the hairs that grow way above and below the eyebrow line because those look horrible and really don't belong there. I have to force myself to only be allowed to pull legitimate hairs and then STOP.
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Ok, so now that I got my eyelashes back I need to work on leaving my damn eyebrows alone. They're not bald, but they are thin. Luckily I can pencil them and they don't look too bad, but still... I really want to quit all TTM behaviors altogether. I've definately been doing WAY better than in the last couple decades but I gotta let go of these last TTM bahaviors I'm hanging on to. *sigh*
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woo hoooo!your eyelashes back:)leave those brows alone they arent fun too pull lol you dont get the folicules as much. maybe that will help ya not pull um:)there is an area no one can see if deperately need to pull try there?
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Look You can go to www.youtubed.com and type in hair pulling. It kinda made me cry. It motivated me to stop and I know I am going to stop.
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Well, weather's been great for last couple days which is good because it had been about 7 days of clouds, rain and thunderstorms and I was getting pretty bitchy. I'm an environmentalist... I know we need rain but that doesn't stop me from getting cranky by about Day 4 of no sun. After 7 days, I was getting well beyond "cranky" LOL. But I'm so happy now. I've worked about 33 hours in 3 days. I gotta work tonight and then I have 3 days off!! Friday night I'm going to a BBQ where I'll see lots of friends I haven't seen in a while and on Saturday night some friends and I and my daughter are going to see Lynard Skynard and the Doobie Bros. If it's nice tomorrow I'm going to te BEACH! Been staying busy and not pulling so all's good. I hope my DS friends are doing well!
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You can do it...You did such a great job with the lashes! I'm rooting for you. I've missed ya! sorry I've been away. take care
Mariec513