Step Backwards
September 22, 2009 12:19pm
Well, I am back to where I was last March. Not much work and the news on the street is not great fro my type of …
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Mrclean518
12:49pm, November 11, 2008
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About Me
Mrclean518
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About Me
I am a business owner. Not sure how... I am remarried, have kids from previous marriage. I have Arthritis and degenerative disk disease In Saratoga Springs, NY area looking for group or I don't really know... help? Oh yeah, suicidal thoughts daily. Suffering from bipolar, depressive and anxious symptoms. Looking for talking and help solving life's issues that stress.
I am a business owner. Not sure how... I am remarried, have kids from previous marriage. I have Arthritis and degenerative disk disease In Saratoga Springs, NY area looking for group or I don't really know... help? Oh yeah, suicidal thoughts daily. Suffering from bipolar, depressive and anxious symptoms. Looking for talking and help solving life's issues that stress.
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Interests
RC planes, my kids, my wife, fishing, hiking, anything to get my mind off of what ever fills it.
RC planes, my kids, my wife, fishing, hiking, anything to get my mind off of what ever fills it.
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Recent Activity
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Journal
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Business picking up
March 13, 2009 4:04pm
Things have improved with business. My attitude is good and trying not to worry about taxes.
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Wife needing space
January 23, 2009 3:17pm
This past week my wife had a meltdown. She is stressed with her job. She works 2 days a week from home. It all started over …
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Work is coming in
December 4, 2008 5:19pm
It seems that I am always stressed. I get stressed when work is here and I am when there is not work. I am now on Lexipro and maybe that …
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Visitation with young children / anxiety
November 11, 2008 5:24pm
One big thing that my depression and anxiety affets is my visitation with my children.
I can not always hide my shaking and nervousness. I …
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Hugbook
Good Luck
Hey,my mothers mother was Irish maybe if I try real hard i can send you a little luck eha? also i left a comment on your journal.
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Hug
Hi Guy,feeling any better?
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Celebration
congratulations on all your progresss
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Hug
just stopped by to offer alittle inspiration ,Life is only as good as we make it .My boyfreind has been a great teacher in my life he has brought to my attention that i kinda have a tendinciy to give up to quick and now Im putting my new inspiration to work in my life and have had alot of success .I just popped in like I said to give you alittle bit of inspiration.To spread some rainbows and sunlight in your direction.
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Howdy and Top of the mornin to ya ,I left a comment on your journal .
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
been bipolar since I can remember. I am 46 now and I feel life is not all it is cracked up to be. I have been to doctors and still go to therapy and a prescribing doctor. Nothing seems to last. I have frequent meltdowns that affect my wife. She is not longer affectionate or loving in a physical manor. It hurts me to even write this. I try so hard to not screw up but I keep doing it. I have even lost customers due to my illness.
Treatments
- Abilify Not Working
- No noticeable affect
- Lamictal Too Soon to Tell
- Dont know yet
- Trileptal Working / Worked
- I think it worked for a bit.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Did not work at all.
Close Depression
Please see Bipolar Depressive
Treatments
- Cymbalta Not Working
- almost made me crazy
- Effexor Not Working
- Used to work
- Lexapro Not Working
- Used to work. 3 weeks only
- Paxil Not Working
- It was horrible with side-affects.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- On and off for 6 years
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- Feel isolated and that I am a burden.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Writing Not Working
- Can't keep it going.
- Zoloft Not Working
