I don't understand
November 5, 2009 8:41pm
I poured my heart out to God in sincere prayer.Just before I closed my prayer I thanked God for letting me have cable TV because it was the only …
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overtherainbow 
9:46pm, November 9, 2009
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About Me
overtherainbow
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About Me
I am a mother to one teenager.My son has a rare disease called cytinosis -And the rainbow must occur in the cloud, and I shall certainly see it to remember the covenant to time indefinite between God and every living soul among all flesh that is upon the earth.[Gen.9:16]
I am a mother to one teenager.My son has a rare disease called cytinosis -And the rainbow must occur in the cloud, and I shall certainly see it to remember the covenant to time indefinite between God and every living soul among all flesh that is upon the earth.[Gen.9:16]
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Interests
I love roses and butterflies, spring, spring colors; pink and lime green w/ yellow and touches of violet. Art, music, travel and slobbery baby kisses!
I love roses and butterflies, spring, spring colors; pink and lime green w/ yellow and touches of violet.
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WORRY !!!
September 18, 2009 3:29pm
I worry so much, I even worry that I am worrying too much! I don't feel I accomplish any thing else ! I am worried about my future , my son …
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Little Love
Thank you my dear Friend (((Hugs))) You have a very special place in my Heart.
I am always here for you! Hugs , Love and Prayers, Maria-
Little Love
Sending lots of love your way to brighten your day. Thinking of you! Love, Maria
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Little Love
(((Hugs))) Maria
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Prayer
I asked God to watch over you. I asked Him to hold you in his loving arms, and keep you safe from all harm. I asked Him to guide you with his light and stay beside you through the night. I asked Him to take away your sorrow, and help you find your dreams tomorrow. I asked Him to fill you with hope as you begin each new day and to send many blessings your way~Love, Maria
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Prayer
Sending lots of love and positive energy your way. Thinking of you! Hugs, Love and Prayers, Maria
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Support Groups
Close Anxiety
I suffer from depression, anxiety, post traumatic stress,and intestine problems ,also phobic of many things. Heights, bridges, elevators, escalators....Fear overwhelms my life.I need to get help badley,no insurance money for it.
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- It works great,but I'm allergic to it.I wish I could take it.It gave me ichy rashes.When it started affecting my airway I had to stop takeing it.
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- Breathing excercises do help me.
- Breathwork Working / Worked
- Relaxation exercises help a lot,I have relaxation tapes that I've used for years.Visulazation,meditation is great.
- BuSpar Working / Worked
- I could tell no differance,gave up on it after one month.
- Hypnotherapy Working / Worked
- That helped me a lot.I do self hypnoises now.
- Lithium Working / Worked
- It has been years sense I took it,I recall it worked quite well.I plan to request it again.
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- When I can have enough self control to do this it does really work.Pushing out the negitive and replaceing it with good thoughts is great,when I can do it.
- Xanax Working / Worked
- A doc gave me a trail of this drug and it was a miracle for me,I felt cured!But when I ask for more I got chewed out by his asstant,who said it was addictive and I wasn't using medicaid to get street drugs from them !!!!I had no idea,all I knew was it was the best thing for me,I left embarrassed in tears,never ask for it again too fearful,That was the only time in my life I was able to function normally, when I took this med.
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
My x husband held me prisoner in our home for 13 torturous years.I was severely abused by him.Other horrible abuse as well that I can't say here due to privacy issues
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- I did recieve a little couseling when my marriage ended.I need a LOT more.
- Art Working / Worked
- I love art,it is my passion,it heals me!I also love to make little crafty things.
- Divorce Working / Worked
- Getting divorced was the best thing for me,it save my life!!
Open Single Parenting
I have raised my son all alone,with no child support.My son was born with life threatening health issues and continues to suffer with many promblems,it has been extremely hard going through many hospital stays with him,many times we thought he wasn't going to live.All alone without a shoulder to cry on and your baby sick,living in poverty is a HARD HARD thing.
Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)
overtherainbow hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Kidney Stones
overtherainbow hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Financial Challenges
overtherainbow hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Menopause
overtherainbow hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS)
overtherainbow hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
overtherainbow hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Cystinosis
My son age 15,has cystinosis.Please go to www.natalieswish.org to learn more about this rare disease.
Treatments
- Shunts Somewhat Helpful
- My son forms stones,requires hospital visits frequently,he feels bad,lots nausa,headachs,light hurts his eyes,always tired.A very stressful,tough illness.
Open Depression
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Too early on in my treament to say yet.
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
Open Breakups & Divorce
Treatments
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- Leave Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Time Working / Worked
Open Multiple Sclerosis (MS)
I had an MRI that showed I have MS just starting to learn what it is.
