Learning Disability
September 16, 2008 12:25am
I wish people would make a learning disability chat or forum somewhere. Or a website to talk to other teens/adults who have a learning disability. I …
fairydustxmagic
12:46am, September 9, 2008
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About Me
fairydustxmagic
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About Me
I am Catherine. I am a single female who lives in New Jersey. I live with my mother and sister. I havnt seen the little girl or hear any voices for a year and a half. I havnt punched a wall or cut myself for a year. Because of my medicine, I havnt drawn, painted, colored or write that often. All my creativity is away because the meds did that. Sometimes I write but not as often as I used to. I am kind hearted, open minded, sweet, caring, loving, romantic, loyal, generous, and very shy. I have bipolar disorder with psychotic features and aggravated mania and social anxiety disorder. I have a learning disability, and I wish they had LD support groups. I am over weight, have acne, randomly get really depressed and I take lots of meds. I have been sexually, emotionally and physically abused when i was a teenager and child. I want to be a writer when I get older. I am unemployed and on disability. I write poetry, journal, surf the web, hang with my family and sometimes friends, watch tv and movies, stay up all night, sleep, color, draw and paint. I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder when I was 13 and than diangosed at the age of 18 with bipolar disorder with psychotic features. I used to fight with my sister a lot but that was just my bipolar, thats what I believe. I want to make lots of friends, I dont care what you have. Only if your nice, respectful, thankful and thoughtful. I will be your friend. Send me a message or something, I will love to hear from you.
I am Catherine. I am a single female who lives in New Jersey. I live with my mother and sister. I havnt seen the little girl or hear any voices for a year and a half. I havnt punched a wall or cut myself for a year. Because of my medicine, I havnt drawn, painted, colored or write that often. All my creativity is away because the meds did that. Sometimes I write but not as often as I used to. I am kind hearted, open minded, sweet, caring, loving, romantic, loyal, generous, and very shy. I have bipolar
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poetry, reading books, surfing the web, drawing, painting, coloring, journaling
poetry, reading books, surfing the web, drawing, painting, coloring, journaling
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Religion
September 13, 2008 1:06am
I just came out to my mom that I dont think I believe in god. And she flipped the fuck out. the bitch doesnt even go to church or nothing its …
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medication- life
September 9, 2008 12:59am
Changed my meds like a week ago and i havnt felt depressed so :crosses fingers: hopes it works. I get these moods that i dont want to talk to …
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Hey sorry I haven't seen you in a while but I've got a cold that I got from my sister.
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Thank You for accepting. I read one of your post on agorophobia. I can totally relate with all of it. I've just recently started driving again after 3yrs staying home. It does get better. I'm still nowhere near norm but who is! I'm watching my kids right now. I'm a single mom and they're a handful! What are you up to?
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Wow. He must have been very confidant to believe that.
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Yikes. I would have been stunned! I wonder why he sent them though? Do you know him?
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Wow thats weird.A guy really sent you naked pictures? Weird!
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
Was diagnosed in 2007, my senior year with bipolar disorder. I know ive had it for awhile. And my moods are crazy but now they are much more calm. It took a year of meds but it worked. I randomly feel depressed or irritable though.
Treatments
Close Anxiety
I have had social anxiety disorder for awhile. I havnt had meds or any help for it. And it just got worse and worse and now its so bad its not even funny. I can barely do anything.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Not Working
- It helps me calm down alittle bit but no.
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Uhm.. this doesnt work, tried it but its not helpful.
- Zoloft Not Working
- I used this for depression and it worked for a year and then didnt work but did not help my anxiety at all.
Open Phobia
Type: Social PhobiaI have soccial phobia. I have had it since forever. I also have fears of snakes, heights, the dark, thunderstorms, loud noises and huge animals.
Treatments
- Acceptance Not Working
- I accepted I had it, tried to let it go, but doesn't work.
Open Obesity
I have been overweight since I was 15 years old. It really sucks. I have tried everything, the only thing that works for me is weight watchers and I am trying it for the second time.
Treatments
- NutriSystem Somewhat Helpful
- Worked for how ever long i did it and then it all came back.
- Weight Watchers Working / Worked
- It works you just have to stick to what you eat after you are done paying for it. I did and I lost 30 lbs. And now i am doing it again and I want to stay with it.
Open Acne
I have had it since I started with my period. Its every where and I can never get rid of it but it clears up sometimes.
Treatments
Open Interracial Relationships
I dated a black guy. I dont see anything wrong with dating different races, sexes or anything. It doesn't matter what someone looks like it matters if they love you and their personality. Thats what makes a relationship.
Open Depression
I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder when i was 12. I have delt with it for along time. Its horrible. Sometimes I get it but ussually its affected by my bipolar.
Treatments
- Geodon Not Working
- Did not work for me because it made me feel wired.
- Lexapro Not Working
- Made me feel wierd.
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- It helps alittle bit but in the end it doesnt do anything.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- VERY HELPFUL!!!
- Seroquel Not Working
- made me feel wierd
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- They are great to talk to.
- Wellbutrin Somewhat Helpful
- It worked but then made me loose my hair.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Helps a lot by getting it out.
- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
- It worked for a year and then stopped working.
Open Insomnia
Treatments
- Gabitril Somewhat Helpful
- I dont know I take all my night meds together. And I didnt even know that was a treatment until now. I ussualy use trazadone so I dont know if that helps.
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- It has helped me for a year and it used to knock me out in 15 to 30 mins and now it takes 30 mins sometimes to 45.
Open Self-Injury
Treatments
- Group Therapy Not Working
- did nothing becuase hearing other peoples stories of doing it made me want to do it more. but for the people who stopped and how they stopped helped alittle.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- very helpful, talking and getting it out.
- Red Marker Working / Worked
- It helps, sometimes i write on myself like poetry, or pictures it helps but doesnt all the time.
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- Sometimes when i cut it didnt hurt and using a rubber band hurt so i didnt like it.
- Talking Working / Worked
- It helps but sometimes you cant find someone to talk to.
Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)
Ive had it since I was a baby. Its horrible. If you want to know more ask.
Treatments
- Magnesium Citrate Working / Worked
- Its very helpful.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
My mom used to emotionally abuse me and sometimes phsycically. She hasnt for 2 years now. Thank goodness. But she did from when i was 13 to 17.
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- did it for years and still do.
- Music Working / Worked
- helped me cope with everything and block everything out.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- helped.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Talked to my best friend about everything and my aunt.
Open Sexual Abuse
I was sexually abused when I was in the 3rd/4th grade than in high school. Its very uncomfortable and i dont forgive and forget. I have sorta moved on. I try not to think about it. But when a guy talks to me thats all i think about. When a guy asks if i want to have sex i always say no. I dont want to becuase I dont.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- just went into the music and got out of the real world.
- Talking Working / Worked
- talked to the police, my mom and my friends.
- \"The Courage To Heal\" Working / Worked
Open Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
i have social anxiety and ive had symptoms growing up but now i really have it.
Open Children Of Divorced Parents
my parents were divorced before i was born. i met my dad when i was 5 and he abandonded me when i was 8.
Open Bullying
been bullied since the 1st grade. it really sucks. i almost left school a bunch of times becuase of it.
