Sorry
November 19, 2009 11:14am
I just want to start by apoligizing to all my friends for my not being on in a while. I've been super busy since matts hours changed and …
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mattswife 
7:54pm November 20
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About Me
mattswife
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About Me
I am a mother of 3, a wife of 1 and yet I feel completely alone in my own little world.
I am a mother of 3, a wife of 1 and yet I feel completely alone in my own little world.
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Interests
I love to be outside in the fall and winter because its much quieter and you can hear all the sounds of nature.I like to be creative.I like to write short stories and poems.I like to do craft projects with my kids.
I love to be outside in the fall and winter because its much quieter and you can hear all the sounds
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Recent Activity
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1 hug given, 1 journal comment, 1 journal post
November 20
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mattswife changed their mood to Bad 7:54pm
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mattswife updated their status 7:54pm
hubby took us out to dinner and spent $52.the kids ruined it for everyone...…
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mattswife commented on rennikc’s journal entry A couple of things...... 10:30am
i added u as a friend because u rock. anytime im here u can chat with me i love it:)…
November 19
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halloween sucked :(
November 2, 2009 9:38pm
Halloween freakin sucked for me!We went to my dads house and those of you who know me well know that we have a rocky relationship.The other day I …
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its here again
October 31, 2009 10:38am
Its here again.Its Halloween! When I was little my favorite holiday was always halloween.We never had money for fancy cosumes but I always had …
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its been one of those weeks
October 30, 2009 12:29pm
It has rained here every day this week. I dont mind a little rain but I mean a whole week now thats a bit much.Today should be Matt's last day of …
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i love you guys!
October 26, 2009 7:04pm
I have the best friends on here a gal could ever have.You are always there to listen to what i have to say and give me advice when i need it.i …
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i believe you. I am on insurance, but unfortunately, my hubby isn't, and that scares me. He has ankylosing-sponylitis, a rare form of arthritis. He is on SSD, and has been for almost 1 1/2 years. He has to wait until July before he is on medicaire. He is in alot of pain, not constantly, but alot. So, i know what you are going through. Oh yeah, i forgot, he also suffers from depression, from time to time.
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i happen to come across your profile. can't imagine being married with children. and having bipolar. hope u have meds and therepy. i feel mean at times
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Just feeling a little depressed today.
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Rainbows are BALLLLLINNNNN!
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have you talked to your doctor about the way you are feeling? I sounds to me like it is both, your bippolar and your living situation. Does your husband ever go to a session? Mine does, when he feels something isn't right. Hang in there, things willl get better. I am sorry to hear about your losses, i know how close you can get to pets. I don't know how i would feel if anything happened to my cat, he has been with me for 8 years. Hope you feel better and don't continue to feel all alone. I don't come on here much anymore, too many other things to do, but i am glad i came on tonight, Sometimes, i just know when a friend needs a hug.
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
Ive been married for 3 1/2 years and have 3 kids ages 5 mos. 5 yrs and 6 yrs. I was diagnosed bipolar in 2005 and since then have been on no meds due to no insurance. My husband is tired of me when i get in my moods and my kids think im mean.i need someone to talk to who understands then maybe ill feel better.
Treatments
Close Depression
Along with bi polar i also suffer from depression. Unfortunatley so does my husband. When im having a good day, usually hes having a bad day therefore my good day turns bad. The plus to being depressed is that i can write awsome poems and draw some cool pictures when im down.
Treatments
- Writing Working / Worked
- I love to write. It always makes me feel better.
Open Family Issues
In my house there are 5 of us. Myself, my husband, and 3 kids. It is so stressful because no one wants to do help around here . My hubby and I dont get along like I wish we did and i need to talk to others for advice.
Treatments
Open Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
i have anxiety that is increasingly getting worse.i almost cant leave my house without getting physically sick because of it.
Open Children Of Divorced Parents
i have problems in my adult life that i think may stem from my parents divorce when i was 15
Treatments
- Humex Not Working
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
i have ocd
Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
i think about sex all the time.im not really into the porn part of it but find myself pretty turned on at the smallest glimpse of it.
Open Hives
I am allergic to the cold.One day I started getting hives and didnt know why.I researched it and figured it would go away within six weeks.Its been almost 3 yrs and every time I get cold here they come.I cant even swim or play in the creek with my kids anymore.
Treatments
- Benadryl Somewhat Helpful
Open Pre-menstrual Syndrome (PMS)
I have severe pms caused by ptls
Open Conduct Disorder
I am abnormaly mean to people.
