Journal Entry for September 7, 2008
wow, this is kinda wierd. ive never really done anything like this before. im not good at verballising my feelings to be honest as ive spent most of …
Ive found the greatest love in the world. she makes my life burn brighter than a million stars. so why cant i be good enough! Dammit Other than that im pretty average and boring. story of my life really
Ive found the greatest love in the world. she makes my life burn brighter than a million stars. so why cant i be good enough! Dammit Other than that im pretty average and boring. story of my life really
wow, this is kinda wierd. ive never really done anything like this before. im not good at verballising my feelings to be honest as ive spent most of …
hey baby, how are you today??? hope you slept well.=] xoxoxoxox
please dont do anything sillyxox
but thats where my main concern is. what if she spins you more shit? how would you handle that?
i meant:there is another person in the equation who doesnt fit...
ive had rage issues since about 15. ive been to numerous councillers all of whom made me more angry. when i lose my temper every goes black and it scares me that i feel like i have no control over it
i started to self-harm as i want of venting my anger without hurting anyone else. i blamed myself for the thing that happened to me and i took it out on me. i havnt done it in almost two years now but there are times recently when i can barely stop myself
kinda odd to say but i am addicted to sex. its the only way i know that makes me feel better about myself, if only for a very sort period of time