Well, this is my first entry. I …
Well, this is my first entry. I just joined DS today. I have been looking for a support group and I hope this will …
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Gregorynf 
10:57pm Yesterday
I'm just looking for shelter, you're just holding my hand if I hold you. You don't have to belong here
We'll just know when it's right. We'll just know when it's right...When it's right.
So DS has been helping me a lot lately. i found some cool friends and some awesome people i and falling for on here and really been feeling less alone and more happy lately. I haven't been getting much sleep but I never really do anyways so that is nothing new. There are some things I wish were different but you can't really change things like that now can you...Work has been good lately but my managers and the owner are getting on my nerves to a point where i need to punch someone or ill just be frustrated for weeks. I need a new job but nobody hires me even after an interview. i'll find one eventually. I still feel lonely but i think all that might change soon :] I love the gym and i love the people on here but i don't like my friends lately except one. I wish I knew how to go out and meet people and hang out with people. oh well. My depression is short and small but it's still there. Thanks for reading this if you did :P I think DS can be my shelter.
Gregory
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Hi Gregory,ds can be of much support and help to you and you do seem to be able to reach out to people like myself on ds so take that skill and when you see someone and you may want to make a connection put yourself out there take the risk and introduce yourself sometimes we must go through rejections before we find the right types of people to be around and befriend and you can do it I know you can,good your feeling less lonely thats a step in the right direction for you and this may be the right time to just go out different places feel people out and maybe set a goal of going up to one person each time and saying something like would you like to be friends and maybe go out and do things now and then see how that goes and if it goes well for you I am willing to bet you wil feel good about yourself and be more willing to go and do that more often,you have a good weekend,my birthday was wednesday I had a good day friends made it that way because there is no family though they are living there dead to me best that way to though don't get me wrong it hurts me and often makes me angry and sad.Talk with you soon,hang in there keep in touch.Kim
Softballgirl
i know the feeling of horrible boss's last year when i worked at a caravan park my days it was horrible they made me work every hour god gave and was on my back the whole time grrrr have you tryed smashing cracked plates or chopping wood with a fat off axe it really helps! fully take all your anger out on it! and it could be considred a slightly constuctive waste of time lmso awesome your feeling good am preping my next essay lol x
nohope18
i am so happy to hear DS is a place of comfort to you. i'm glad the people you have meet are helping you and changing you. seems like you found a safe haven. and working out could help with your anger. i run when i get emotional. i run for hours. anyways i am so happy things are doing good for you. i'm glad you are not lonely anymore.
amanda32147
Thanks for the add. I'm glad you're finding comfort here at DS. I don't type so much..but I read..read..read. I guess that is how I find my comfort.
PeaSoup
I wish i knew how to go out and meet new people too. I am so shy when I first meet someone, it takes me awhile to warm up. So meeting new people is hard! I'm glad that ds is your shelter and that you are meeting new friends on here!
brooke84
yay DS is awesome!
sleepykitten
Yay Gregory! Glad that you're feeling much better now and making tons of friends! :D You really are an awesome guy and I know that you will go very far. Keep your head up!
Courtney
P.S. Does a job really ever have any non-aggravating mangers or owners that don't make their employees mad crazy? lol :)
CourtneyLynn
Thats great that your feeling way better =)... Thats for accepting the friend request... And soon things will be looking up for you: work, meeting ppl and whatever else. Its only a matter... Think positively! =)
ThatOneGurl
:) making friends is hard, people are scary, but keep at it, it will work out eventually
ToffeeAppleCake
I'll always be here to help if you need a friend. I'm told I'm a great listener :). Stay strong, and remember.. DS loves you :)
ajmanz
yeah ds is really good tbh.. but yeah i know how you feel about wanting to make friends easily. i hear you..
some people can just do it and make it seem so easy but its not.
sometimes nice unexpected things happen though :}
xD
no1mcallister