Current Problems: Depression, suicidal thoughts, stress, paranoia, and a serious sexually transmitted disease. I was a goddess. I was a revolutionist. I was the manifestation of strength and courage. And then one day I lost myself to the relentless abominations of life. Now I am just a pathetic waste of space and oxygen getting by on a little luck. I lost my charm and charisma, my optimism, my joy, and myself. I lost everything and became nothing. Do not treat me like a child because I am far from your standard teen. I am not a naïve, callow, ignorant little girl who is incapable of thinking beyond mine own trivial matters and impulsive desires. I have severe insomnia, anger issues, depression, and a whole mud hole full of socially intolerable mental complications. Post Script- I am incredibly conceited and pretentious, if you haven't figured that one out already.
Current Problems: Depression, suicidal thoughts, stress, paranoia, and a serious sexually transmitted disease. I was a goddess. I was a revolutionist. I was the manifestation of strength and courage. And then one day I lost myself to the relentless abominations of life. Now I am just a pathetic waste of space and oxygen getting by on a little luck. I lost my charm and charisma, my optimism, my joy, and myself. I lost everything and became nothing. Do not treat me like a child because I am far from
Music, art, literature, dance, psychology, physics, making explosives, Hoodlumism, and high end recording equipment. My heart belongs to the sound of a well played cello. If you listen closely to the music of the cello, you can hear it breath. I play a large spectrum of instruments including the guitar, bass guitar, upright acoustic bass, cello, drums, didgeridoo, piano, and accordion.
Music, art, literature, dance, psychology, physics, making explosives, Hoodlumism, and high end recording
January 11, 2009 9:30pm
You are the love of my life. Please don't take any of thise personally.
This site is just for me to let loose every bad thought I have. I know …
December 28, 2008 10:44pm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qlr1H_iV6qs
"She say that she still wants a friendship She can't live her life without me as a friend I …
Hope that you´re feeling good wherever you are.
Miss you a lot.
wow long time
Happy Belated Birthday! xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
hope all is well ;)
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I assume that this support group is chiefly for adults with children. I am a young adult with severe depression and can perhaps shed some light on behalf of my generation.
I was raised in a family with a 'Fight or Flight' rule of thumb. Either you avoid being struck like the plague or you strike. You are either the hunter or the hunted. There is no in-between. I highly enjoy being angry. It reminds me that I am alive. I actually FEEL something, though it is a negative feeling. I believe that justice will never be served unless you personally serve it. I am the goddess Nemesis.
I am a bastard child of a heartless business man and a jackal whore from hell.
Nothing is real. Life is but a dream.
Robbed of purity at age eight. Fuck you mother for not being there to stop it.
I can't eat. I wont eat.
Need to be more healthy
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