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lisaj63 
Yes, I finally did something for myself! I joined Weight Watchers! I have only been on the program for a couple of days, but I feel GREAT!!!!!!!!! After 2 days, I feel more in control, more positive about myself, more energetic. I lost a lot of weight before on this program, so I know it works. I just have to keep up the motivation weeks into the program. This is something I'm doing for me!
One thing that made me feel good. I was at Katie's basketball game and her father came in with the new wife. Katie's teacher sat in front of me and asked me "How'd that go?" And I said to her oh Katie told you and she said "yeah". (meaning the wedding last weekend). I guess ok. She said "good riddance, huh?" I told her that it should be but it bothers me to see them together. She said I understand. Then she added, "you can do so much better!" Which made me feel good, because she's right I CAN!
Positives for him Negatives for him
smart alcoholic
good guy when not drinking drug abuser (pretty sure it's worse now)
a lot of fun not a good father...doesn't spend time w/
kids
doesn't want responsibility
has no aspirations to make his life better
still stuck in the party mode from his 20's
Yep, she's right.........good riddance!
And I controlled my eating last night. Yay! Had a bowl of cereal. Even did some stretching and sit ups! Yesterday was a GOOD day! Keep it up Lisa!
One moment I'm ok the next moment I'm in tears. I'm so emotional right now! I guess I am going through a lot right now but I need to MOVE ON! It's so hard for me to accept that my ex-husband has moved on and remarried. I still hurt from my divorce! He has not a care in the world. He also doesn't bother with his kids at all which really hurts me. Yesterday, I tried to eat healthy all day and then when I got home from work and was alone, BOOM I shot that to he!! I have to quit using food as a comfort measure. I had good intentions of coming home and popping in an exercise tape but instead I ran for the kitchen! Darn it, why do I do this??????
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