These months, especially June had been filled with celebrations & events. Having shared success of Graduations; celebrate traditional Birthday events; as well as sharing moments of those in Hospice & burying of loved ones.
Much reflections & emotions has unfolded. It's having the moments of time shared. Having the wants & ability, I'm gald I can now.
Though sometimes drained & tired. The need to rest & nurture inbetween, a must.
July, another increase in cost of living in this State. It continues as more programs are cut; & other job hardships are faced. Some affected in criminal and/or legal consequences of perhaps ... stress.
Understandbly, our nation shares these anxieties and depressive downs. I find, as we continue to deal in our own strength as survivors, there arises new folks trying to cope with their new fears.
Yes, I do have to find the strength & keep myself in tune. As I still must continue to know what I can or cannot control. Hard times will arise, as I need to repeat. "I have been where I have been, and fought to be where I am. No matter what, I will try best to continue." ... because for me, sharing a smile, a little kindness as I go on my journey - is well worth the moments.
It is my own challenge to keep the balance and walk in stride to try best to counteract the negatives around me, both in my home and as I walk out that door. If a kind word; a kind expression etc., is shared. I say, "Gotcha', bully for me". (May sound silly..., but I know my own depressive downers & rise of anxiety - as I combat the thoughts/feelings. Hey .. I gotta' rule here. May feel kicked down, but I got stronger and I'm up. ... Perhaps, I can't do a flip to a stand, but dirt don't bother me if I fall.
Okay, July - your turn.






Hello Honey, It's been a while since I've been here on DS. Had some issues to deal with myself during the month of June. It seemed go slowly by since I was having difficulties financially as well as emotionally. I'm back though. We're have a thunder storm right now so I better close down my computer. I'm glad that I got to read your journal and I think that your doing exceptionally well. God bless and Best wishes...Love ya!
AngelEyes333
it's nice to know there are others out there that have to try to keep a nice balance and just keep going. just one day at a time, huh? what else can we do :) hugs to you! :) :)
riseabove
You have such a deep insight! We learn our best lessions in life when we come through these hard times! What don't kill us will make us stronger! I cost nothing to smile but everything to frown! You do try so hard to keep us smiling! So much you keep to yourself just to keep from bringing others from getting down. You are such an up lifting force! If you are handed limons,you do make limonaid,only you add just a little more sugae! Tee! Hee! God Bless you hon!We may get lost on this road of life but we do know how to ask for directions! Never stop beliving!Lot's of love comming your way! Nanny
Nannygoat1