October 8, 2008 2:47pm
I'll be honest. I'm not having a good time lately. I have been in such a vile mood that I have even avoided this site - a site that offers …
September 5, 2008 1:26am
It's Thursday. As I mentioned in yesterday's goal update blog, Thursday's writing prompt was to write a dialogue between Obama and …
September 4, 2008 2:10am
I managed to sit down for three days in a row and commit to writing. Mind you, I don't think I'm pleased with the writing but I'm happy …
September 3, 2008 3:39pm
I don't know if you can call purchasing three balls of yarn as 5% closer to finishing my goal. Probably not. However, I would like to tell you …
September 3, 2008 3:33am
Alright! So, it's technically Wednesday now, since it's almost three-thirty in the morning. I did, however, finish Tuesday's writing. It …
Thank you so much for what you said. That is so nice of you. I hope you are doing well.
I've always been an anxious person but it really came to a head this year. A bunch of little things happened over a matter of months and I experienced anxiety that I just couldn't shake. I didn't want to leave my house, I felt a lot of fear, couldn't sleep, and had an embarrassing physical symptom of it. I've been trying my best to overcome this over the last few months.
I started getting cystic acne when I was around 14. I'm 31 now, and still get the occasional cystic acne breakout. I still have a lot of scarring - it's probably not as bad as I think it is but it still makes me feel quite insecure.
Without giving too much info about my personal life, I am just scraping by. I work a seasonal job, I am having a hard time learning the language here to get a better job, I get help from the inlaws which makes me feel weird, I pull my weight for finances but the musician boyfriend of mine has a hard time doing so himself. It's really difficult. That's in a nutshell.
