i have a hubby and one 4 yr old son. I have been at home mom for 4 yrs an had lots of hard times an good times too. i love the arts and have the desire to be the best parent i can be. I have stuggled with mental illness borderline personlity disorder an recently diagnosed with ADD.. i have had these ailments since i was young. I find it difficult to sustain long term realationships, im great at first impressions and after that i tend to not know my bounderies that is one thing about the Boarderline. SO you either love me or love to hate me..take me or leave me. the ADD affects my thinking in my job and being a parent. Im not on any meds with ADD but i am on Effexor 150 for the last 7 yrs for the Boarderline. It has been a double edged sword cause my bpd has been undercontrol but now ihave to deal with the side effects of tragic weightgain..85 lbs to be exact. I now have been dealing with dibetes b/c of this weight gain...I am so greatful i found a place to talk an let my thoughts go..i want to be a positive person an change my role in my life..i should be the lead actress but i feel like im in the audience looking in on the movie of my life"..that aint a great feeling. But I keep plugging along and know there is more to myself than im allowing in..so i need to be brave an remeber IF you think what youve always thought, youll get what youve always got" words to live by...
i have a hubby and one 4 yr old son. I have been at home mom for 4 yrs an had lots of hard times an good times too. i love the arts and have the desire to be the best parent i can be. I have stuggled with mental illness borderline personlity disorder an recently diagnosed with ADD.. i have had these ailments since i was young. I find it difficult to sustain long term realationships, im great at first impressions and after that i tend to not know my bounderies that is one thing about the Boarderline.
Painting pic of nature animals an people, being inovative an creating a new way of doing somthing, inventing things..Interior decor, cooking with curries ethnic foods, eating..all food specially ethnic..i love to spend quality time with my family hiking swimming walking shopping romantic evening dates 2 a month, hubby t5akes me to hotel 2 month and spend evening alone. spending time with isaiah in his school and crafting with him, playing with new creative things golfing with him watching him grow an become his own..my mom is my world i never thought i could ever say that we have had a tomaultuous relationship in the past ..but thats it its teh past an i forgive her..i love her very much.
Painting pic of nature animals an people, being inovative an creating a new way of doing somthing, inventing
September 23, 2008 2:10pm
yup im here my home away from my new home....i dont know how to feel about it either way. i know we can save tonnes of money doin it. i am packing …
September 6, 2008 8:43pm
So i havent been in to write for the last 5 days and i have been focussed on eating healthy and doing ok in not sabatoging my efforts so far. I …
September 1, 2008 8:13pm
Today i woke an felt shitty b/c night before I forgot to take my effexor and that always messes me up. I felt negative an sinikcle an wanting …
I'd be honored to be your friend. I'm sorry you are having such a hard time as well. I'm here for you if ever you may want or need me.
I'd love to be friends :] Thanks a mil
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I know how you feel about sabatoging your weight loss. I lost 70 lbs, and I've managed to put back on 30 of those lbs. It's caused a great deal of depression, but the only thing you can do is keep on trying. Good luck and take care!! I hope that you find the strength to succeed!!
My son is 4 yrs old an he was born 2 months early. He had Gerd and was always throwing his milk up. He never had solids untill 18 months an this was because he had Gerd and couldnt hold stuff down. NOW he still isnt eating an is fussy and he is having panic attacks that are cuasing him to vomit when we insist that he eats one peice of vegtable or fruit at his dinner. . He is distraught an confused about why hes feeling dissy and his tummy is moving up an down).
a wife of 6 years having trust issues and mate having internet affairs..
im a stay at home mom with one 4 yr old son and iam alone in a new city. i thought i had made some new freinds but they apperently dont feel the same.
