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kswat 
12:53pm, March 27, 2009
I have not been on here in several months...i feel like i have been on a rollercoaster from hell...just an update on my situation...case has gone to the appellate court on 9-21-09 infront of a judgement panel and as of 9-22-09 is awaiting decision...don't know how long that process will take but seems to be forever....since april my guy and i have drifted apart...i thought i was a strong person but came to find out i am not....i love him and always will but i have decided to move on with my life...i still believe he is innocent but the situation is what it is and i can no longer put my life and future on hold...i have always done what i thought everyone thought i should do, have always put everyone elses happiness and feelings before my own but i can't do that any longer....i feel like a failure because i did not have the strength to endure the situation...but i have to do what i feel is best for myself and my children....it hasn't been an easy decision to come to and there are times i feel guilty about moving on but for my own health and sanity i must....one of the reasons i havent been on is because i'm not sure if i should be here with my life such a mess i did not feel able to give any advice or the support i should until i could figure my own situation out....the other reason is my computer was down for several months....anyhow just wanted to give an update
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Hi, this site is not only to be supportive, but also TO BE supported. This is a hard situation and you need to make the best decisions you can for yourself and your children. Just try and keep moveing forward, and eventually you'll come out on the other side of this. Good luck to you.
queenie226
I hope you do continue to come here for so many of us become close and then wonder what happened to someone when they disappear....we can always be friends no matter Whether if you are with him or not.
I have missed you! I always loved your comments ....they were always from the heart!
Glad you got your computer fixed and are able to come here again!
There are lots of groups too on DS many I think you would find are a real help thru whatever you are going thru. Plus....you never know when your mind or circumstances may change and you may feel differently.
Just real glad to hear from you sweetheart!
Love and prayers!
Love Rhea
tiredtiredtired
Ditto on what Rhea said. I hope you decide this site is somewhere you should frequent because some of us here have become close in heart and spirit. You are one I always check up on. You have to do what is right for you and your children first and foremost and those that don't understand that are looking through selfish eyes. We are all here for you no matter which path you choose to walk for now AND I have learned only recently, the only thing that is certain in this life is change itself. Follow your heart and you will always be on the path that is right for you at that time. Love, Hugs and Prayers our friend. Cindy
ChadsBabyGirl