kswat's Journal

It is almost the end of 2008. I have had good times and bad times, but one thing I have realized is that I am a strong person, we all are. God would not give us anything he felt we could not handle. Even though Dave is gone, for a very long time, my love for him is stronger than ever. I miss him more than words could ever describe. I have very many happy memories of us and I dream of all the good times we will have when this whole horrible ordeal is over. I don't really do new years resolutions but one thing I am going to do is promise to make 2009 a better year. I think alot of how things go is a state of mind. Yes I have been dealt a terrible blow but No I will not let it get the best of me. I know I will have good days and bad days but  I will continue to love, support, and fight for Dave with everything I have. I pray for a change in the legal and prison systems, that our we and our loved ones  can be treated for the loving people that we are and not looked at or treated as if we have some kind of plague. I pray that God will watch over, guide and protect us, our loved ones, and everyones families.  Happy New Year!!!