kswat's Journal

Well it is getting closer to sentencing date and I am scared to death of the outcome. I have a peaceful feeling and that is what scares me. Had the same feeling during trial and it turned out completly opposite of how I felt. We are trying to prepare for the worse and have both placed it in God's hands. One thing that unsettles me is that the physciatrist at the prison has told him since he went in that he was getting 6 months, a couple months later she said 3 months left and parole, then this last week she told him not to worry because he is only getting county time not state. I don't think she should be telling him this and getting hopes up because how could she know what he is going to get. I am praying that I can find a ride to visit this weekend...need to see each other because sentencing is Tuesday. I pray that God will let the judge show mercy and give a light sentence. He has already missed several milestones in his son's life and I don't want him to miss anymore. This is his only chance at being a dad as he can not have anymore children. I would like to ask anyone who may read this to please keep our family in your prayers. God Bless..