kswat's Journal

I have had good days and bad days...Today is a good day..Went to the jail today for a visit and it was really good to see him. He got a letter from the pd and the psi report was very good. Sentencing is in 9 days..Praying for the best...I have a really good feeling that everything will be ok but that really scares me because I had a calm peaceful feeling going to trial and look how it turned out. I am trying to prepare for the worse which may be 20yrs but praying for the best...its all up to God and the judge...I'm going to take letters down to the courthouse for the judge..maybe the judge will see how much he is loved and needed at home...it can't hurt I guess....My son has his good days and bad days also...lately he's been a little terror...breaking raw eggs on the floor...then a couple days later spilling a jar that had eggs pickling (huge purple mess) I love him to death and all his distruction keeps me from dwelling on other things..Anyhow today was good but as the 23rd draws closer I am sure I will have alot of worrying..Just gotta take life one day at a time..sometimes one hour at a time if need be...