My life has been a rollercoaster
October 13, 2009 8:50am
I have not been on here in several months...i feel like i have been on a rollercoaster from hell...just an update on my situation...case has gone to …
kswat
12:53pm, March 27, 2009
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About Me
kswat
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About Me
I am a proud mother of 3 beautiful children. I am going through some rough times and have lost my trust in people. I am learning that there are good, kind people out there that have no ulterior motives other than to be helpful and supportive thanks to the group of people here.
I am a proud mother of 3 beautiful children. I am going through some rough times and have lost my trust in people. I am learning that there are good, kind people out there that have no ulterior motives other than to be helpful and supportive thanks to the group of people here.
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First visit in 5 long months
February 15, 2009 10:43am
Had my first visit in 5 long months with Dave on Valentines Day. It was a great Valentines gift. He didn't know I was coming so it was a big …
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The End Of 2008
December 31, 2008 12:23pm
It is almost the end of 2008. I have had good times and bad times, but one thing I have realized is that I am a strong person, we all are. God would …
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Talked to my sweetie
December 16, 2008 12:25pm
Dave finally got to call today. I haven't heard his voice in 3 months. It was so good to be able to hear him and tell him that I love him. David …
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Journal Entry for October 24, 2008
October 24, 2008 10:49pm
I just cried my eyes out when Dave's mom told me about the letter she received from him today. He asked if I moved on with my life without him …
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You are a strong person, keep on keeping on. S.
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WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN
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Ray of Sunshine
SENDING SOME SUNSHINE YOUR WAY FOR SPRING
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just saying hi and seeing how u are. i have suffered from insomnia for years. not much fun hugs wendy
Ray of Sunshine
Sending some sunshine your way. Hope you are well and life is treating you better. (((HUGS)))
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Close Families of Prisoners
Fiance is in jail awaiting sentencing..possibly up to 20 yrs state. I am now trying to raise our son who is 2yrs and my daughters 15yrs and a pregnant 19yr old. I have developed high anxiety and panic attacks, can not control my heart rate from all the stress. I average maybe 4 hours of sleep a night if I'm lucky
Treatments
- Patience Somewhat Helpful
- I try to have patience but some days it feels like I'm losing everything
- Talking Working / Worked
- Being able to vent and cry everything helps.
- Effexor Working / Worked
- It worked for awhile but now it doesnt work at all. Tried another medicine cant remember what it was at the moment for the anxiety but even 12 a pill left me wanting to sleep all day and thats not even an option because of my children.
Close Insomnia
I have had insomnia on and off since I was a teen(many years ago lol) I think stress has alot to do with mine. The DR. gave me effexor for my anxiety and to help me sleep which worked for awhile but its not working anymore even a stronger does didn't help. She doesn't seem to really care about it she is more worried about my pulse rate being so high. I usually average 3-4 hrs if i'm lucky. Very hard with a 2yr old and teen daughters.
Treatments
- Counting Sheep Not Working
- Doesn't work
- Effexor Working / Worked
- Worked for almost a year. Doesnt work anymore. If Im even 12 hour late taking it i get upset stomach and terrible migraines.
- Reading Not Working
- I usually end up reading the same page a couple times because I'm too tired to focus but can't sleep. It also made me feel drugged and sick.
- Xanax Working / Worked
- It worked but worked too well. Even 12 a pill would knock me out but I couldnt take it because it made me sleep too much and I have a 2yr old to take care of.
Open Anxiety
Started about a year ago and keeps getting worse. My resting heart rate is now up to 120 but has gone as high as 154.
Treatments
Open Single Parenting
Mother of 3 ages are 19yr and pregnant, 15yr old daughter and 2yr old son. My fiance is in jail awaiting sentencing possibly up to 20yrs. Really hard to do it on my own
Open Endometriosis
I have dealt with endometriosis since I was 14yrs old. Never had it diagnosed though until I 16. During those 2yrs all the Drs. kept doing pregnancy test (I didn't even have sex then) one told me it was all in my head. Thank god a found one that knew what I had. Oh by the way I'm 41 now.
Treatments
- Extended-Cycle Birth Control Working / Worked
- Worked some
- Laser Surgery Working / Worked
- Works for a couple years or so but always returns
- Depo-Provera Working / Worked
- Was helpful but put me into a false pregnancy. Had all the symptoms of pregnancy even urine test came up positive but blood test negative. Hated feeling like that so I stopped
Open Hyperthyroidism
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