mzhoneythang's Journal

Well..we're back together. We talked about it again this morning...and I said "if we're going to do this we reallly have to talk." so we did...i still have to tell him about me going off birth control to see if i feel better, but he's going to see his dad and the rest of the other side of his family for two weeks, so he'll have a chance to get away from his horrible home life, and i'll have a chance to get things together or whatever. I think we will both feel better afterwards. 

I told him that i would go with him for a week, but someone would have to drive me back home, which is a REALLY big inconvenience to the person who would to have to do that, they'd have to come get us, take me back a week later, go back home, then bring him back the week after that. And to further prove my point of inconvenience, he talked to his brother about it (who would most likely be the one driving me back), and he was just quiet, meaning that jeremy was crazy to think that someone would do that for me. These people have never met me and i already knew that there was a pretty good chance that they wouldn't do that. Case and point.

I was reading things about getting off Depo-Provera and if i would've known about all the side effects of it, i may have considered something else...there's a lot of them. it could also take 4-31 months to become fertile again (which isn't a big deal to me since i'm not going to have kids anytime soon). I think that may have something to do with how i'm feeling...and will maybe help my sex drive some. Thanks everyone for your support!